some days i’m healing. some days i break again.

cant recommend this enough but if youre able you should go on walks every day. like fuck weather fuck circumstance uust go outside. got rained on today and it was blissful. even just sit outside get fucked up by crazy ass wind youll never forget how small you are and rememebr everything matters

Daniel Saint

{Quotes:Nitya prakash/Richard siken ,crush}

sometimes i’m like i’m the luckiest girl in the world and then an hour later i’m like .. someone cursed me cause no way that’s how that was meant to go

me everyday

It wasn't much that made me fall for you, just your voice through my laptop screen, your views on a political agenda similar to mine. Your name, seldom mispronounced, and the way you accept it with a nod the same way roses accept its fallen petals on the soil. It wasn't much but the way you spoke to me in our native tongue in a foreign land. There was no warmth, in your voice, the words were forgettable, but your setted eyes still wondered on my lips. It wasn't much but your eyes meeting mine on the hallway, and your head turning away after the brief rendezvous. It wasn't much but it was the way you called out my name, in front of the girl you like. It wasn't much but a hot cup of tea in your flat, and a shared cigarette on your balcony. It wasn't much but your flesh interwined with my flesh on a warm july night. It was nothing much but the way you held my soul oblivious to the changing weather of my heart. It wasn't much that made me fall for you but my naive heart, and your unkind touch...................

*the boy not of my dreams, but of my fantasies*

everytimeyousaygoodbye ©

So many doors will open for you when you decide it's okay to start over.

yall ever just yearn? ever get filled with the most profound sense of longing for something you cant understand? yall ever crave? ever have an unexplainable ache?

like exactly that but how do you explain it more than this

never deserved all of this shit

I am so full of love and anxiety