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The struggles are real, but at least they're sunlit.

@sunlitmcgee / sunlitmcgee.tumblr.com

Hi! Not a minor. He/Him + Ser/Seraph/Seraphs/Seraphimself + Angel/Angelself + Berry/Berries/Berryself + Heart/Hearts/Heartself + Sun/Sunshine/Sunself. Dream SMP/Dungeons and Dragons/Good Omens/The Magnus Archives /Wings of Fire fan, C!Tommy apologist and c!Benchtrio Main. c!Dream apologists/sympathizers please DNI. Dream supporters fuck off. I am a demisexual aromantic queerplatonic whore

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Hello hello! Welcome to my blog. I plan to post about whatever it is that interests me most at any given moment, as well as the usual tumblr brand of queer awareness and related topics. Because am big gay, big trans, and big Using Whatever Platform I Have Available To Me To Do That Kind Of Thing. But it is mostly fandom stuff here so yeah.

                           Stuff for DNI and other things below the cut

i was in the grocery store and saw an onion on the ground and picked it up, absently saying “poor little guy.” behind me a teenage girl started laughing and then stopped and went “aww. i’m sorry for laughing. that’s nice actually.” and the cycle of cruelty is broken for another generation as a young person realizes that it is not embarrassing to have empathy for another thing that was once living, because certainly to be a lone white onion rolling on the ground in a supermarket would be terrifying to anyone

More gentle youths from @spacefuneral's tags

TMA Entities, but it’s SCPs

The Beholding: SCP-4205 - In The Eyes of the Beholder 🖳

The Buried: SCP-1689 - Bag of Holding Potatoes

The Corruption: SCP-4749 - Demoniacal Paper Towel Dispenser

The Dark: SCP-1983 - Doorway to Nowhere

The Desolation: CODE NAME: S. D. Locke - When Day Breaks

The End: SCP-2935 - O, Death

The Flesh: SCP-3288 - The Aristocrats

The Hunt: SCP-1282 - Reverse Were-Rabbits

The Lonely: SCP-2701 - True Solitary

The Slaughter: SCP-2419 - The Laughing Men

The Spiral: SCP-5688 - The Hand

The Stranger: Taboo - Taboo

The Vast: SCP-4877 - Good Airwaves

The Web: SCP-6937 - The Terminal Loom

The Extinction: SCP-3856 - Researcher Lloyd, Destroyer of Worlds

(grabbing your face) do you remember simon fairchild's statement about how he became an avatar. how he fell and the sky embraced him. i think about it all the time. how it would feel to be embraced by the vast. the entity that is about how you are insignificant before the endless void, holding you. the fact that being an avatar of the vast means loving a contradiction: you are insignificant and the entity of the vastness of everything else holds you in its embrace and takes away your mortality.

i wonder if when simon told that one guy enjoy sky blue if the reason he laughed while saying it was because he was sharing his own joy. if in his own way he wasn't being generous, sharing the experience that changed him forever. i wonder if as much as he spreads terror, maybe what he really wanted was to share that experience, and that's why he picked someone who loves sky-diving, someone who was also in love with the sky.

i wonder if that guy who was eaten by the sky isn't out there now, saying the sky held him gently in the huge jaws of endless blue, and he cried with joy as he understood. if what for his mother was a horrible experience that killed her son, for him wasn't the liberation from his mortal life and worries before the realization that we are nothing.

i wonder if simon was afraid, too, before he was in love or while he was in love with it, if he can even distinguish his love for the vast from his fear from it or it's just another facet of his adoration, something he can offer to it, if when he said he loved the sky he meant it like that, like we often love a god, with fear as strong as our adoration.

Hello, sir. Just a personal question, you don't have to answer if you don't want to- it's not really related to your work, just asking because you seem like a wise goth uncle.

Is it wise to wear black in the summer? Science says no but what do you say?

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Sometimes you have to be hot to look cool.

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cbenchtrios' ./hug hit me harder than any kiss in any story ever

looks at new-ish dsmp fans Do They Even Know about ./hug

reblog to squish cranboo's heart paw pads