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shayℓa

@sunflowershayla

24 | she / her | ny 📍| bi 🏳️‍🌈

Supernatural x Brokeback Mountain (2005 film) x "Brokeback Mountain" (Close Range: Wyoming Stories by Annie Proulx) x Cowboys Are Frequently Secretly Fond of Each Other x Big Horn Mountains

things to normalize:

• having no friends

• spending most of your time/weekends at home

• not wanting to do drugs or drink alcohol

• being single

• struggling with your mental health

• not knowing how to drive or not wanting to drive

• living at home with family

• not wanting children

• not wanting to get married

• going to therapy

• never being in a relationship

• being a virgin

• not being okay/happy all the time

• men being in touch with their emotions/being able to openly express their emotions

• body hair on women

• ethnic features

• introverts/naturally quiet people

• doing things alone/by yourself

• not going to college or a prestigious school

• not wearing any makeup

I’m going to make this PERFECTLY FUCKING CLEAR.

I do not condone to minor shit.

I MADE THE MISTAKE of OVERLOOKING shit I SHOULD have paid attention to. I OWN UP to that mistake on my behalf.

Y’all never skim over shit?? IT WAS AN HONEST MISTAKE. If I didn’t give a fuck why would keep having panic attacks over this shit. I CLEARLY DO CARE BC ITS NOT TRUE.

CLEARLY if I was INTO IT, wouldn’t ya think it’d be all over MY PAGE? Wouldn’t you think I would WRITE ABOUT THIS SAME THING? EXACTLY I HAVE NEVER. THIS WAS A MISTAKE THAT WAS MADE. IF I WANTED MINORS AROUND THEN WHY WOULD I PUT ON BOTH OF MY BLOGS “minors do not interact” ???!!!

INSTEAD OF BLOCKING ME, did it ever occur to you that, Maybe I should message this person because maybe they weren’t aware or wasn’t paying attention ?? ITS FUCKED UP. I WASNT PAYING ATTENTION and that’s on me. But I don’t fw that shit and ANYONE WHO TRULY KNOWS ME KNOW I DONT. 

YES I REBLOGGED AND COMMENTED ON A POST with Eddie munson and a MINOR. The tags showed interest listing “dark!eddie munson” AND THAT WAS THE ONLY THING that sparked my attention. I WAS NOT THE ONLY PERSON WHO MADE THIS SAME MISTAKE, regardless if they liked it to read later or just liked it and scrolled.

I MADE THIS MISTAKE BUT I DO NOT INTERACT WITH SHIT LIKE THIS.

THERE WAS NO PEDO WARNINGS I DIDNT SEE SHIT AND ALOT OF PEOPLE DIDNT EITHER!

not to mention, people read noncon and if your cancelling them JUST because it was dark and noncon get the honest fuck over yourself. No ages were explicitly stated for the reader MOST PEOPLE would assume reader is 18+ and that it could be a DDLG post. And not everyone will go onto an account. Sometimes just read a fic like, reblog and go on their merry fucking way.

I saw that account so i could see if any of my moots liked it and sent warning msgs to those i did not know that well. And i never saw pedophilia explicitly tagged. Get the absolute fuck over yourself and let people explain a MISTAKE

The fact that @.wndalovebot keeps telling me that it was “in big red letters” and the warnings “were impossible to miss” is ticking me off more than anything.

The only thing that was warned was incest, and rape. THAT IS IT. they need to get off their fucking high horse, the account was marketed as a DARK account like MINE, pedophilia was never stated and i fucking BET YOU if they didn’t comment what that did no one would’ve fucking asked. There was one post that would’ve raised major flags as I remember and it contained necrophilia so. Like DDLG exists, noncon fics EXIST people READ the fics. Doesn’t automatically make them a bad person when they don’t automatically question something.ESPECIALLY IF THEY NEVER EVER VISTED THE ACTUAL BLOG IT SELF TO SEE THE FUCKING PINNED!!!

Anonymous asked:

how do you "not pay attention" to commenting on a fic

I WASNT PAYING ATTENTION TO THE MINOR PART

I’m not the only one who looked over it by mistake.

YES ITS MY FAULT I SHOULD HAVE PAID MORE ATTENTION

But I didn’t and I made a reblog and comment anyway because of “dark eddie posts “ I want to goddamn VOMIT. I DONT ON PURPOSE FW THAT

I made a MISTAKE

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how about you fuck off, anon? she said she made a mistake several times & yet you mfs keep going on with it. leave her tf alone.

Alright... I'm gonna make a very clear fucking post and if people come at me than people come at me

That account and theri content was never okay. They obviously knew that because they didn't use the fucking warnings.

But what I don't like is the way @emmalee-01 is being treated. I've known her for a few weeks and she doesn't like, tolerate or accept things like that. She never has and she never will

The reblogs was honest and sincere mistake. I know who Emmalee is and she's not that type of person so I'm coming to defend her

‼️‼️I DONT CONDOME WHAT THAT ICKY BATS BLOG WAS DOING

I don’t FUCK WITH MINOR SHIT

I OBVIOUSLY WASNT PAYING ATTENTION TO THAT SICK SHIT

I don’t even want minors on MY SHIT

I looked over it without even fucking NOTICING and that’s my fault but I don’t fuck with that shit