From Blythe Baird’s book, IF MY BODY COULD SPEAK.
Love is never easy.
For the first time in years I stopped thinking about the love of my life for days, only sometimes my mind reminds me of him, it is not easy, I try to concentrate on something new. I hope I'll forget him soon. I want to love but also to be loved, so I am sorry, but it is time to go over him. Finally.
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you wanna see some badass shit from the early 20th century?? The Lumière brothers created the first full color photograph… in fucking 1903! So these dudes dyed potatoes (in red, blue, and green), mashed them down into just pure fuckin’ starch, and used these dyed potato starches as filters to block out/let in certain wavelengths of light. They coated one side of a glass plate with the starches and sensitized the other side with a mixture of gelatin and light sensitive materials (silver nitrate) and loaded these plates in their cameras.. This is a really simple explanation of the process and I may have missed some things A few of my favorite autochrome photos:
that last one is literally a LOOK
The karma is the biggest piece of shit. I hate refusing some kind of love but my heart is already taken. You broke now the line. We can not fix this anymore.
“…and then, I have nature and art and poetry, and if that’s not enough, what is enough?” ~ Vincent Van Gogh
“When a lesbian has a negative attitude toward her sexual feelings, that is called internalized homophobia. … Some people may have an easy time accepting their homosexuality and for others it may take years. It’s worth it to correct any negative self-concept she may have in order to be able to live a happy life.”
“Find out what makes you kinder, what opens you up and brings out the most loving, generous and unafraid version of you - and go after those things as if nothing else matters. Because, actually, nothing else does.”
— George Saunders
People always tell me “you don’t have to talk about him if it’ll make you upset”. But the truth is I love talking about you. It keeps you alive. I still love talking about you because I still love you
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I’m not mad.
I’m not mad because you don’t love me. I’m mad because you lied to me. That you lead me on. That when you had the chance to tell me you didn’t want this, you didn’t. I’m mad because all those things you told me that made me the happiest guy alive, was just you pretending.
It talks to a personal level
“It scares me to love someone so completely, only to never have them love you back.”
20.11.18 - we had our first real snowfall last night and i’m in complete awe✨
