Leaving this blog dormant for a while, I've recreated somewhere else - if you know you know, if you don't you don't, sorry xoxoxoxox
western socialism is a parasite on the world and an obstruction to workers international solidarity. we aught not to capitulate to colonial comforts and social democrat promises of making labour relations to production simply more comfortable - the ecological contradiction we are facing as crude oil industrialist society makes even traditional AES state building projects unviable for preventing ecological collapse and the destruction of maintaining life on earth.
we are at a cross roads that competition between super powers cannot resolve, as extraction of surplus labour and easy energy (dirty shit, mining etc) are necessities for competition between military institutions - which always need to expand for the sake of "security".
Everything scares me and stresses me out.
Nothing brings me joy.
Posting here scares me for the first time.
I think I'll have to remake and leave breadcrumbs.
you forgot to leave breadcrumbs lol
oh lol yeah i didnt.
People will think that people who are willing to be an active participant in sex, especially if they have a dick or are dominant, directive or, guiding, are ontologically evil and devoid of innocence.
As long as it's all talk, bottoming is positioned as a virtuous sexuality, though things of course get messier when it gets real. But commonly this is a way for people with no cruising culture and no cruising skills to assert a conditionally virtuous sexuality in public. As for *where* this sexuality is positioned as virtuous, things get interesting.
To get a start on that problem, I’ll suggest that top/bottom mirrors the animal/human distinction, that it's a gradient of dehumanization. The top isn’t afforded innocence or subjectivity. The top is the brute. In this dynamic, one would expect to look for tops down the ladder from you on already-existing gradients of dehumanization, whether that means class, blackness, sleaze, or pariah status.
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Ultimately, I think queers who complain about a top shortage are usually people who’ve written themselves into social roles that exclude the kind of sex they want and who refuse their agency in doing so. Or they’re trying to wheel and deal about it, to have their desires met without making changes in their own lives or accepting the compromise of social position that would come from immersion in a world where people actually fuck.
Top or Bottom: How do we desire?, Billy-Ray Belcourt, George Dust, and Kay Gabriel
i think "people with no cruising culture and no cruising skills" is a crucial distinction in that article.
i think it's somewhat limited in that they never brought up that in heterosexual culture which we all live in, bottoming for someone like a cis gay man is seen as deeply degrading. faggot feminity is certainly degraded and dehumanized in its own way, i think its kind of dumb to have a conversation about this specific topic without addressing that. at this point i am completely off the point of the original post so sorry for that but the article was interesting
Everything scares me and stresses me out.
Nothing brings me joy.
Posting here scares me for the first time.
I think I'll have to remake and leave breadcrumbs.
So I was flipping thru tindr for the first time and fr, sometimes I swipe left on ppl for listing their gender as woman.
"i love when my older sister who is also a dog cuts my stupid body open and pulls my organs out and does a puppet show with them" 10000 notes, key to weird tranny city, the people carry me on their shoulders as a champion "i personally do not care for magic the gathering" i am dragged thru the streets and pelted with filth before being publicly executed to ecstatic applause
“Gays are responsible for boys pressuring girls into anal sex, cruising paved the way for toxic hookup culture” just become a Republican already
A friend gave the end of my leash to their actual dog last night and he immediately understood the assignment and took off running with me in tow on all fours. Simultaneously the most degrading and gender-affirming puppyplay experience I've ever had. What the fuck.
In light of brazils first world cup game today I'd like to share with everyone the Germany x Brazil 7-1 semifinals from the 2014 world cup and how morally DEVASTATING it was
You ever do so poorly your coach immediately resigns and the country makes up a new idiom over it
Even our president at the time was like "guys that was so fucked up :("
I love you man.
It’s early. Had to watch this 3 times to realize the beginning/sniffing is the writer is doing coke. Goddamnit this is a good bit.
Fuck I would watch that film.
Is it? Is it really? I’ve had these thoughts percolating in my head for a while, but I hate how the desire for nuance and complexity has lead to people just saying that if something feels a certain way, it has to have shades of it. There’s no “pedophilic-adjacent” kinks. Like, do you think pedophilia is prominent and normalized because my girlfriend calls me big sister, or do you think it’s because a violent and genocidal catholic ruling order attempted to conquer the globe 500 years ago using child brides as rewards for conquest (amongst a ton of other forces that normalized it having to do with power and control?)
Is confronting the leviathan that creates people like Epstein so overwhelming to the senses that we resort to pooling other queer people down like crabs in a bucket? There isn’t a place in the discourse right now for “queer positive kink critical” ideology, not that I can even imagine what that would look like. Queer people are being legislated out of existence. Hate crimes are rising. All of it is being normalized under the guise of “protecting the children.” Get over yourself and stand with your siblings who call their cock their knot and their girlfriends their sisters.
I'll go on record to take it further and say I absolutely do not care if someone is attracted to children. Notwithstanding that """"""pedophilia adjacent kink""""" usually has a lot more to do with exploring near-universal elements of childhood trauma and the related power dynamics: thought crimes aren't fucking real and we cannot go on witch hunts to try to suss out if someone has The Bad Thoughts. Queer adults and children alike are being targeted and harmed and at this point "this person has the Bad Thoughts" is a red herring wild goose chase to coopt and defang queer and youth liberation, two deeply entangled fights that the system desperately needs to be separate...which is why so many conversations about youth liberation talking points like free association/freedom of movement/resisting the nuclear family get derailed with "uhhmmm i think youre only saying this because you have Evil Ulterior Motives"
Go make friends with a queer kid and figure out what you can do to protect and support them. Pointing fingers among a group of 20 somethings that have zero contact with minors doesn't do shit. If you care about young people being hurt, be the supportive adult that gives them healthy models for relationships and makes them harder to isolate and manipulate.
(and it shouldn't matter but if anyone really needs the idpol to not completely write me off, I am a csa and child abuse survivor, queer adults DID do this for me, and those relationships got me away from my abusers and my life would've been a lot fucking worse without them).


