funny that he used to say that i was crazy
Feeling too much
can hurt sometimes,
but one day you grow
and realize
that your heart
was never really
broken.
It was just
wide open.
“Sometimes giving someone a second chance is like giving them an extra bullet for their gun because they missed you the first time.”
— Unknown
I just want to fade
Slowly wither into nothingness
Be absorbed by the bed
Eaten by the earth
I just want silence
A complete absence of noise
No one to call my name
Peaceful, temporary bliss
I just want to place down my life
Leave my worries behind me
Run away into the wilderness
No stress, no deadline, no more
No bellyache for days
That I can never explain
No more obsession
Cracked skin, bleeding lips
I bite when I'm worried
And I worry a lot
I just want to fade
Dissolve, disperse
No more hard questions
Or harder choices
I've had enough, reached my fill
My cup runs over
And I do not want to drink it down
I'm tired of responsibility
I never liked it much anyway
So I'd rather fade
Into the emptiness I desire.
“You don’t deserve someone who comes back, you deserve someone who never leaves.”
— Unknown
