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MammaGiovanella

@sublimequeen1115

Hello lovely. Names Rhiannon you know after the Fleetwood mac song 🎵 I'm a mom to an absolutely beautiful little girl👩‍👧 my favorite flowers are sunflowers 🌻 I love all types of music 🎶 dancing always make me happy 😊 I know alot about random stuff so if you wanna be friends don't hesitate to make conversation with me. I don't judge anyone. love is love ❤ LBBTQ+ Friendly I'm Bi sexual I think woman are beautiful and think the same about men 🤗 Please hit me up I would love new content and friends
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Don’t give up

As i lay here thinking

That I’m slowing sinking, into nothing.

I wonder if you even put yourself in my shoes ever.

Or even think about my feelings, probably never.

I tell myself you care but you tell me do not despair.

For I am the one who will take your pain, and that I will regain

That power that was taken, every time I hear those words they got me shaking.

Thinking I’ll never be the same person I once was. For I am as broken as the mirror i looked in everyday.

Until I couldn’t take it anymore, and smashed it.

Glass all over the floor.

I tell myself there is always another door.

But what happens when that door closes and another one does not open?

Do you keep pounding on it hoping one day, it will swing open?

Or do you keep pushing yourself to win that token?

To be stronger then you thought you were when you were broken?

To move past your demons and get that win?

To never tell yourself that you belong in the trash bin.

Instead remind yourself of those sins

The things you arnt proud of

And use that as ammo

To be kind

Unwind your mind

Be that person you know you are

And never fall behind.

Be the lover,

The fighter,

The lighter to the fire.

Be the flame

Don’t be to blame for your shine,

Be the sun, the moon

You could be April may or june

You could be the best tune,

On the radio everyone wants to sing to.

A song that angels grow wings to.

You’re a diamond a gem,

Don’t let them mess up your Zen.

Be the peace be the love

Be the dove who flies above.

Rise high, but always stay higher.

Also from my old profile something I wrote.

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What my note would say..

Don’t say goodbye cause goodbye means forever

What if this time it is forever.

Would you be happy with our last conversation?

Would you feel bad about that fight.

What about putting your hands on me,

Would you feel bad then?

Dad would you feel bad to know that you taught your little girl that being with an abusive man is Okay?

Mom would you feel bad to know you could have got away and maybe we could have had a normal life?

Jack would you feel bad about abandoning me and taking off without a word to make me think I was alone in this world?

Johnny how would you feel to know growing up next to you was always a competition? That you were always mom’s favorite. Why else do you think I wanted to be just like you.

Jackie you weren’t always dad’s favorite but you sure as hell are now. I was your first baby remember? You took care of me when mom and dad couldn’t. And now you talk about me like I’m garbage. I’m sorry I’m struggling but for what it is you don’t deserve to speak an ill word about me I have never spoken ill of you and I’m your baby sister and you and dad talk shit about me I love you children and I’m pretty sure they love me so you can explain to them why they will never see there auntie again . You wonder why I disappeared.

Tony, I am so proud of you and the person you have become you deserve the universe and I hope someday you will have it. You have always been such a good brother to me you have never done me wrong you always had my back and I know I could always call you when I needed help. I wish you and nelly a long and prosperous life with lots of babies which I’m sure will be beautiful. I’m sorry I won’t be around to see them. But always tell them about me.

AJ honestly I have this one memory of us i was probably 3 or 4 and we were bouncing on the trampoline. I know you loved me. I was your baby sister. And then one day that all changed. And you started to resent me. Ricky you are I have never been close I don’t think I have really one memory of you growing. And you to have the nerve to sit there and also speak ill of me. I have never done anything to you. And Billy Thank you for never involving yourself in your baby sister’s life. And maybe just maybe if I didn’t feel abandoned in that house all alone and I felt like I had nobody maybe I would be a little better of a person. Maybe this wouldn’t of had to happen. Maybe I would still be alive. This time it is goodbye.

So this is actually from my old account I lost track of I hope yall enjoy