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РУЖА ~ RUZA

@subiedyke / subiedyke.tumblr.com

(she/her) woman // trans // bi(?) // goth
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ALSO my fucking car is dead (yes DEAD dead) now so I need a new url again 😭

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subiedyke

I'm gonna start posting bc I'm on acid and I need to let a bunch of thoughts out somehow sorry for being cringe on main

I broke up w my girlfriend a few months ago moved out and slept on my friend's couch for a few weeks before their roommate got kicked out and I took his room 😭

and I kissed a guy that I knew before I transitioned and we had a wonderful date night and then he ghosted me 😭😭😭

I'm on talking terms w my ex but I don't feel like I can tell her that I've been dating when she's so clearly broken up about us still (to be fair, same, but my coping mechanisms are just unhealthy)

I'm dating a new (masc, nb) person and I've slept with them a few times now and that has been incredibly wonderful and affirming but it makes me wonder if I'll lose my ex as a friend if I tell her about it

anyways that's all the time I'm gonna allow myself in this hellscape, back to

the real world

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subiedyke

I'm gonna start posting bc I'm on acid and I need to let a bunch of thoughts out somehow sorry for being cringe on main

I broke up w my girlfriend a few months ago moved out and slept on my friend's couch for a few weeks before their roommate got kicked out and I took his room 😭

and I kissed a guy that I knew before I transitioned and we had a wonderful date night and then he ghosted me 😭😭😭

I'm on talking terms w my ex but I don't feel like I can tell her that I've been dating when she's so clearly broken up about us still (to be fair, same, but my coping mechanisms are just unhealthy)

I'm dating a new (masc, nb) person and I've slept with them a few times now and that has been incredibly wonderful and affirming but it makes me wonder if I'll lose my ex as a friend if I tell her about it

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subiedyke

I'm gonna start posting bc I'm on acid and I need to let a bunch of thoughts out somehow sorry for being cringe on main

I broke up w my girlfriend a few months ago moved out and slept on my friend's couch for a few weeks before their roommate got kicked out and I took his room 😭

and I kissed a guy that I knew before I transitioned and we had a wonderful date night and then he ghosted me 😭😭😭

I'm on talking terms w my ex but I don't feel like I can tell her that I've been dating when she's so clearly broken up about us still (to be fair, same, but my coping mechanisms are just unhealthy)

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reblogged
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subiedyke

I'm gonna start posting bc I'm on acid and I need to let a bunch of thoughts out somehow sorry for being cringe on main

I broke up w my girlfriend a few months ago moved out and slept on my friend's couch for a few weeks before their roommate got kicked out and I took his room 😭

and I kissed a guy that I knew before I transitioned and we had a wonderful date night and then he ghosted me 😭😭😭

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reblogged
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subiedyke

I'm gonna start posting bc I'm on acid and I need to let a bunch of thoughts out somehow sorry for being cringe on main

I broke up w my girlfriend a few months ago moved out and slept on my friend's couch for a few weeks before their roommate got kicked out and I took his room 😭

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werewolftits

tiktok is such an awful app, it's almost designed to feed you misinformation and expose you to insane discourse. unlike beloved tumblr, the app that feeds me misinformation and exposes me to insane discourse

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lierdumoa

No, no, no, you see on tiktok an algorithm feeds you misinformation. On Tumblr I feed myself misinformation from my charcuterie board of hand-selected unhinged mutuals.

None of that mass market junk. Only artisanal, small batch, sustainably cultivated, fair trade horseshit.

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I just hallucinated a cat. day fucking ruined.

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they do this so that they can prove people use the library, figure out what books are popular so they can make sure to get more like it or further entries in a series, and to figure out what times the library is more buisy while ive never killed a person in a library (yet) i do sometimes unshelve additional books to boost the statistics thus resulting in increased funding for the library, however small

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crumplelush

librarians being a-ok with murder but draw the lines at reshelving books is painfully on brand

You can justify murder

You can't justify depriving people of a free place to read books or do other quiet nerdy things