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"I find no coincidence in the fact that some of the greatest revelations in my entire life have come during periods of total isolation surrounded only by the mountains, the trees, the sea, and the light."
- Tyler Knott Gregson
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thankyouforgivingmehope
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thankyouforgivingmehope

I want to tell you fucking much I miss you. Like all the time. How I think we could be a great couple. How I think we could beat the distance. How you and me will become happy even with nothing. How I don’t fucking care if we would be homeless or broke. How I want you too kiss me. How I want you to hold my hand. How I want you to bring me to Malabon again. How I want you to say mahal kita. How I want you to say that I’m your girlfriend and everybody can know. How much I want to wear your last name. But frankly most of all how I want you to be mine again. And sadly you won’t read any of this and you won’t know how I actually feel. And maybe I just should send it to you, but I’m afraid. I’m afraid to take that step, to tell you the truth. To tell you I never stopped loving you. And I probably will never stop loving you. Oh gosh how much I would want you to read this, without sending it. Like the universe will bring you to this post even when you don’t have tumblr. How much I wish we could get a sign that we can and will be together…

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“I’m sad Then I’ll be grateful that I had anytime with him Then I’ll remember those times and they’ll make me smile Then I’ll be sad about those times being just memories Then I’ll cry because they are just memories and he doesn’t love me Then I’ll cry and miss him more. It’s just a thing that happens when I see him…”

— November 17, 2015; From my journal