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@strwbrrypoundcake

BLOCK DON'T REPORT Hiya, welcome to my main blog. feel free to DM me whenever

I support recovery, I'm just not in a place to start

I will no longer be reblogging or posting th1nsp0

My name on tumblr is Annabelle Lee (yes from the poem). I like music, poetry and YouTube gaming.

I have ASD, ADHD, major depressive disorder, Borderline Personality Disorder and anxiety (general and social). My blog is a safe space for all who want it

Days binge free: 0

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CW: weight/stats

CW- 272.4

GW1- 260

GW2- 220

GW3- 200

GW4- 180

GW5- 170

GW6- 155

GW7- 140

GW8- 130

UGW- 115

I have wide shoulders and big thighs that I know realistically I can't lose so if anyone could send me th1nspo of people with those that would protect my sanity

I've decided to do NO BINGE AUGUST. Basically I'm not going to binge eat and I'm just gonna stay healthy all August. Repost if your gonna do it

btw I am not trying to encourage eds. I am using these tags to find other people with eds. You can use this if you just diet or something.

I will probably fail, but here goes nothing. Anyone who wants to do it together?? <3

I'll take some of that action. New month new me

@ boys with mental illness

You are not less of a man because you have panic attacks. You are not less of a man because you have anxiety. You are not less of a man for having depression. You are not less of a man for having a mental illness. Period.

and staying silent about it doesn’t make you a man

I hope black girls with depression have a good day today.

I hope black girls with Anxiety have a great day today

I hope my black girls with schizophrenia and bipolar disorder have a great day

i hope my black girls w personality disorders and PTSD have a good day today

I hope black girls with ADHD and/or autism have a good day

I hope black girls suffering from chronic pain have a good day

I hope disabled black girls have a good day

I hope black girls have a good day

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I hope black girls with anorexia, bulimia, and/or binge eating disorder have a good day

Yogurt with chia and flax seeds (and cinnamon)- 90 cals

Only ended up eating half- 45

CW I'm going to start posting my stats and cals again because that seemed to help me last time, if you do not want to see that please unfollow and/or block me

please don’t report ED accounts, just block them and move on. They can be lifelines for people, safe havens, they mean so much.

i miss my old account and all my moots more than i could have imagined . i had that account for four years and it really documented my life - it was my diary, i used it constantly, it had so much of myself on it, and moots i loved and cared about, people who understood and supported me. as someone with depression and ed brain fog induced memory loss , that record of my life was invaluable to me, and now it’s just …. gone. YEARS of my life, the whole history of my ED and everything else, all bc someone thought my life was inappropriate and should be deleted. and that fucking kills me. And guess what! my account is gone but i’m still sick and i still need the support of this community, so i made another account. and if this one gets termed, i’ll make another. because reporting us and getting out accounts banned doesn’t stop us from being sick, it just isolated us.

i hate the hunger pains that like really hUrt hUUURT like when it feels like ur stomach is literally taking giants chomps out of itself

Me toooo. I also get super nauseous and it only goes away if I eat something

@strwbrrypoundcake omg same!!! ginger tea helps a bit but i usually end up caving and eating something so i dont feel so shit 😭

I'm exactly the same way, I'm trying to use diet soda to help with it, works pretty well so far

Having a binge epsiode while at somebody else’s house is so fucking embarrassing.. trying to get your hands on anything to eat, pretending to reject snacks then turning around and eating them in secret, rummaging through people’s fridges, eating whatever you can without being noticed like a pig. It’s one of the worst feelings and it’s almost unstoppable.

Omg I feel this. When my boyfriend would get me cosmic brownies for the weekends I was with him, I would eat more than half the box and he would notice and always commented on it

Today is the day I stick to my calorie goal, definitely. I need to, if I'm not skinny by the middle of September I'll be fucking livid with myself