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do i dare disturb the universe?

@striveseekfindandyield

allie | 21 | uni student | she/her | 17/85
collector of old books and fragments of poetry
cr: the oresteia tr. by ted hughes

when hozier said "if there was anyone to ever get through this life with their heart still intact, they didn't do it right" and "'we didn't get it right, but love, we did our best'" and "I know we want this to go easy by being somebody's fault" and "just knowing that everything will end should not change our plan when we begin again"

the reason why maurice makes me so emotional is that E M Forster wrote it in 1913, knew that it couldn't be published, held on to it for years and sent it only to his friends, and then after his death Christopher Isherwood, another gay writer made the effort to get it published....and then in 1987 it was directed by another gay man...and now hearing the dedication 'to a happier year" read out by Ben Whishaw, an openly gay man who's been married for ten years just makes me feel some type of insane way.

when bly manor said “to truly love another person is to accept that the work of loving them is worth the pain of losing them” and “dead doesn’t mean gone” and “love and ownership couldn’t be more opposite” and “everyone is exhaustive but sometimes once in a blue goddamned moon someone just might be worth the effort” and “one day at a time is fine by me as long as those days are with you” and “im not sick of you im actually pretty in love with you it turns out” and “we’ll wear the rings and we’ll know” and “i’ll feel everything for the both of us” and “take me with you drag me down like you did the others but dani wouldn’t dani would never” and “she will walk the grounds of bly harmless as a dove for all of her days leaving the only trace of who she once was in the memory of the woman who loved her most” and “its not a ghost story its a love story

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@fandomaestheticnetfrom old to new  ari and dante

 Why do we smile? Why do we laugh? Why do we feel alone? Why are we sad and confused? Why do we read poetry? Why do we cry when we see a painting? Why is there a riot in the heart when we love? Why do we feel shame? What is that thing in the pit of your stomach called desire

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