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shannon. 23. the maze runner & the raven cycle ( )
[my main is niallthoran]
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some noah headcanons because i love my son  

  • he likes to let everyone know he loves them. all the time. dropping blue off at fox way? “see ya blue!! i LOVE YOU!! A LOT!!” he’s loud enough for the whole street to hear him. orla says to blue “i thought you were dating the pretty one??? not ghost boy???”
  • he also likes to show it in smaller ways like when he sees gansey awake in the middle of the night he’ll bring him a glass of water and a snack
  • he LOVES being tickled
  • he might put up a fight at first but he loves it. please imagine the whole gangsey tickling each other
  • he is SO the person that puts their cold feet on everyone. when the gang are all cuddled up on the sofa together or something you just hear someone screech NOAH after he’s put his foot up their trouser leg
  • he probably has lil dance sessions in his room and he’s awful at it but he doesn’t care. sometimes ronan joins him and they compete to see who is the best dad dancer and they rope adam in to judge obviously
  • his aglionby jumper has thumb holes and he chews the frayed ends when he’s nervous or scared
  • he asked blue to paint their nails matching once but it didn’t work on his lil ghost fingers and he was v sad for a while so blue took the nail polish off her fingers so they could match anyway
  • he snorts when he laughs
  • he is Super Dramatic. he lost his favourite pen??? “this is the worst day of my life. including the day i got murdered. [lies on gansey’s lap for 3 hours]”

two romances written in the exact same way

Blue/Gansey: flirty banter, calling each other at midnight just to hear the other's voice, late night drives, surreptitiously holding hands when no one's looking
Adam/Ronan: planning to frame a man for a string of murders and violent acts of pedophilia, watching the other bleed out on the floor, helping a morally ambiguous force of nature rise to its full potential, dreams about the other suffocating,

I’ve dreamt him a box of EpiPens. I dream cures for stings all the time. I carry one. I put them in the Pig. I have them all over Monmouth. Do they work?  I don’t know. And there’s no way to find out before it actually happens. There won’t be a rematch.

what she says: i'm fine
what she means: when kavinsky said that his father tried to kill him, was he telling the truth? when did k's mother become addicted to cocaine? did k ever have a loving or stable parent? how old was k when he started taking cocaine? was k responsible for prokopenko's death? when did k learn how to use a gun? what does blue mean when she says "you wanted something to hurt you, he was it"? why does k immediately recognize ronan's ptsd? when adam asks blue "did something... happen to you?", are we supposed to ask the same thing about k? why did k want to die? did k have anyone who didn't want him to die? did anyone ever love kavinsky?
Another collection of polaroids taken by Gansey and the raven gang whilst on the hunt for dead welsh kings (click them for captions)

Being Adam Parrish was a complicated thing, a wonder of muscles and organs, synapses and nerves. He was a miracle of moving parts, a study of survival. The most important thing to Adam Parrish, though, had always been free will, the ability to be his own master.

Ronan closed his eyes to be blessed — please God what am I tell me what I am.

CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW RONAN DOESN’T TAKE COMMUNION JUST A BLESSING

CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW HOW CATHOLICS ARE SUPPOSED TO REFLECT BEFORE PARTAKING IN THE EUCHARIST AND EXAMINE THEIR HEARTS TO ENSURE THEY ARE IN A STATE OF GRACE BEFORE THEY DECIDE TO RECEIVE COMMUNION

CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW THE ALTERNATIVE TO THE EUCHARIST FOR CATHOLICS IS TO APPROACH THE PRIEST DURING COMMUNION AND INSTEAD OF HAVING YOUR HANDS OUT TO RECEIVE THE BODY OF CHRIST YOU CROSS YOUR ARMS OVER YOUR CHEST AS AN INDICATOR THAT YOU WISH TO BE BLESSED RATHER THAN RECEIVE THE EUCHARIST WHICH WOULD BE BECAUSE YOU HAVE NOT HAD THE RITE OF FIRST COMMUNION OR YOU DON’T FEEL YOURSELF TO BE IN THAT STATE OF GRACE

CAN WE TALK ABOUT RONAN HAVING BEEN RAISED CATHOLIC WOULD HAVE HAD FIRST COMMUNION AND WOULD THEREFORE BE AWARE OF ALL OF THIS AND TAKES THE BLESSING WHILE SAYING THIS DESPERATE FRIGHTENED PRAYER TO HIMSELF RATHER THAN A TRADITIONAL INTERNAL PRAYER OF THANKS

CAN WE TALK ABOUT RONAN AND CATHOLIC GUILT BECAUSE I WANT TO TALK ABOUT RONAN AND CATHOLIC GUILT BECAUSE I WANT TO TALK ABOUT RONAN AND CATHOLIC GUILT OR AT LEAST SCREAM A LOT ABOUT IT

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one thing that fucks me up about declan lynch is that for the most part not even the fandom appreciates him. like, we’ve got this guy, who maggie basically described as the one she wrote while distracting you with the shinier, more impressive lynch brother and that’s exactly how declan sees himself–the dull, the boring, the keeper. he’s not wild and magic like ronan, he’s normal. and he’s cripplingly lonely, he’s so lonely he can’t sleep or he’s so lonely he surrounds himself with people always to plug that emptiness he feels is rooted to the core of who he is. and the fandom doesn’t see him as any different? he is the less shiny, less interesting lynch brother, he is the one who keeps everything, he’s that asshole. but: yeah he can’t pull shit from his dreams but he keeps his family together, he tries. he does his best for his dead father who doesn’t even think he’s deserving of love, his own father doesn’t even see him as worth anyone’s time. and ugh. just, someone please love declan lynch. please.