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@stil-deppressed

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ive made my self stay awake for two days. maybe i like the pain. maybe i enjoy hurting myself. being alone with my thoughts. no, i don’t physically hurt myself. but i rip myself apart bit by bit. because we all know its what i deserve

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softyin

why is loving so difficult and traumatic with bpd? why can’t i just be in love without the extreme fear of abandonment and rejection???