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what kind of love takes this long?
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blossomfully
You came back for a little while though,“ she said, “didn’t you?“  "You should have stayed gone. I was getting over you.”

S.Z. // Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #291 (via blossomfully)

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lxwseptember
I thought that if I got some of your attention that it would give me some type of closure and ability to see that I don’t actually want you.

but it didn’t change anything (via lxwseptember)

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phaneronz

me: i dont believe in god

me @ 3am when i hear a scary noise: our father who art in heaven hallowed be th

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inkskinned
there are vines growing somewhere at the base of your feet. you want to cut them back, and at the same time, you want one of them to finally choke you in your sleep.

r.i.d (via inkskinned)

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skinfilledthoughts
Tonight I listened to a voicemail you left me three months ago. In it, you told me to go fuck myself. I still remember that night. I still remember those words rolling off your tongue so gracefully. I remember wondering how someone so beautiful could be so cruel. Two months ago I called you at three A.M. I expected you to ignore it, or to send me to voicemail; those were two of the things you were best at. You answered and I felt my heart begin to race; you probably thought it was because I missed you, but truthfully it was because I didn’t expect you to answer, and because I really had to pee. I asked you how you were and you sat there quietly and confused. It was like you forgot that I existed and that I was once a part of your life. You told me “fine” and I smiled. That was the last conversation we had. I made sure to let go of you, and every negative word that was said, in a peaceful way. Fast forward two months, and I still wonder how you are. I still wonder how your dog is and if you’ve seen any good movies lately. If you ever heard me say this, you’d probably blush like you used to whenever I said something sweet. You’d probably think I think these things because I still love you, that I still want you. But that is not the case. You see, six months ago I was jumping through hoops to please you. To make sure that you were happy before myself. To make sure that I was the one causing your happiness. But it is not six months ago. It is now. And now I simply remember you as a person I gave my soul to. A person I told secrets to at 4am and fucked to feel a sense of closeness. A person I loved, yes. But it is not six months ago. It is now, and now I miss you. I miss the way you called randomly just to ask how my day was. I miss the way you seemed to care, even if you didn’t. I miss the friendship and the secrets and the stories. And maybe one day things will be different. Maybe you’ll call me on a Tuesday afternoon and ask how my day was. These are the things I think about before my eyes slowly close and I am finally rewarded with sleep. But for right now? Go fuck yourself.

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civilwhore

me: laughs out loud at a vine me: ok back to being sad

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stephaluba

my amazon wishlist

  • the sweet release of death
  • fettuccine alfredo
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thelovewhisperer
All she wants is to spend time with you, you know before she leaves. Who knows when you might see each other again. She wants to savour every last second you have together. But you’ve been letting her down. She’s not asking for much, but somehow you still can’t seem to take the time. She doesn’t know what to do anymore, she’s tired of her emotions leaving her exhausted. It’s just too much for her to handle.

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gnny

are you ever looking at weird stuff on the internet and ur paranoid its going to end up on facebook somehow because facebook is connected to like everything