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Lost Boy

@steelboots-steelhearts

24 ● pre-everything ftm pitbull pup ● verse/switch ● poly ● he/him/his ● NSFW 18+ ● shy but kinky

Lately some situations trigger to a point where being alive makes me feel suffocated. Like in that moment I have to kill myself. Being alive feels like the biggest burden that there is. And in that moment if I had a way out, I’d take it without a millisecond’s lapse

i hope u find someone that mindlessly plays with your hands and lightly strokes your legs and massages your back and plays with your hair and i hope that u feel like you’re home when u look at them

Why does nobody talk about how scary the good days are?

Does nobody else fear happiness. Like you don’t know what you would do with all that free time you have now you’re no longer at war with yourself?