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so basically, hyperfixations.

@starwalkeranon-2

this blog's focus will switch rapidly. main blog is @starwalkeranon

When was my daily post limit last hit? (11-30-21)

This is my Anon side blog turned main blog!

《Names I go by: Star/Starwalker/Stardust and Lain!》

《I go by any pronouns, but I prefer It/Its.》

《I'm 18, and my birthday is on Feb 16》

An explanation of my romantic attraction (I'll just go with panromantic for now), Demisexual, Quoigender

《My special interests are EverymanHYBRID and chapstick.》

DNI: Homophobes, Transphobes, Ace Exclusionsts, TERFs, MAPs, or if you support PETA or Autism Speaks.

// (The Magnus Archives SPOILERS!!)

Dual Pull of Fears on Avatars

something notable about The Magnus Archives, which I think is under discussed, is that almost (if not) all Avatars turned to their Dread Power to avoid another Fear Entity.

John is marked by the Web and turns to the Eye to feel control, Jonah fears his End above all and turns to the Eye to learn the secrets of immortality, Mike Crew had his youth affected by the Spiral and welcomed the Vast as a reprieve to freedom, Jane feels Lonely and joins the Corruption's swarming hive, etc etc etc.

Every character is bound to (at least) two Fear Entities, I believe - one they reject, and one they embrace. One that hunts them, & one they seek. This is REALLY neglected by the fandom when the questions of "what Avatar would you be?" and "which Entity do you fear most?" are, mistakenly, conflated as the same thing.

(I don't remember if attention is ever explicitly drawn to this in Q&As or the show itself, but it's very key to understanding the greater picture of TMA, imo)

my favorite thing about tma has always been the avatars who love the fears they serve, who show that love so vibrantly that, for just a moment, they sway you into feeling like you could learn to love that fear the way they do. when jane prentiss said "not loved as you would understand it, a deeper, more primal love, a need as much as a feeling" and when jude perry said "as the heat warped my bones and bubbled my flesh, all i heard was the loving exaltation of my god" and when mike crew said "falling had always held a special place in my heart, that wonderful border between terror and delight" and when manuela dominguez said "and at his words i felt afraid, and my heart soared in terror and elation as my eyes brimmed with tears, for i knew he spoke the truth" and when hezekiah wakely said "i had never felt such safety as within the crushing weight of earth all around me, the pressing embrace of the buried." do you get me

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after eight years, I finally updated my huge Historical Fashion Reference & Resources Doc! Now in the form of a MUCH more easily updated Google Doc with better organization, refreshed links, and five more pages of books and online resources.

I know tumblr hates links, but it’s worth it for a doc that I can now update with far more regularity going forward! RIP to the original, you did your duty for far longer than you should have. 😔🙏🏼

My boyfriend was on the phone with his dad yesterday so I went out to sit on the patio to pet the geese and play on my phone for a bit, and while out there I came across a comic of baby Grimace (yes, that Grimace) being sad because everyone hated his milkshake and saying he wished he never had a birthday. Then there was a follow up where tons of people had commented saying they loved the shake and wished Grimace a happy birthday, and that made him happy again.

This, for whatever reason, emotionally devastated me. I was sobbing. I was ugly crying so bad that even the geese waddled away side-eyeing me.

After a while my bf yelled from inside, "Okay, you ready for dinner?" and I was forced to accept I had to go back in the house a defeated sniffly little wreck.

My boyfriend, who has only ever seen me cry once in the whole year we've been together, looked horrorstruck. He assumed the worst. Someone got hurt. Something was wrong with my family. Someone was mean to me (a cardinal sin). The panic that washed over his face was unparalleled.

He, upon seeing me, (somewhat theatrically) rushed over and grabbed me by the shoulders. "What's wrong, what happened? Are you okay?" he asked, frantic. "What is it?"

I realized how ridiculous the whole situation was and just shook my head.

He was growing more panicked. "What is it? Why are you crying?"

I then had to stand there and look him, this completely normal human being, in the eyes, and blurt out "Grimace"

Confused silence followed.

"....Grimace?"

I nodded.

"...The McDonalds guy...thing?"

I nodded.

"What...what did...Grimace...do to you?"

I then tearfully recounted the silly internet comic that had absolutely broken my heart. And this poor guy--this poor, wonderfully sweet, nice, patient guy--kindly stood there trying to figure out how to comfort me that Grimace was not, in fact, sad. (Nevermind that he's a corporate mascot who isn't real)

This morning my phone rang just after 5am. It was my boyfriend. It was my turn to panic, to assume the worst.

I didn't even have time to say hello before he started excitedly yelling, "Look at the TikTok I just sent you! Look! Open it!"

Confused and not entirely convinced I wasn't still asleep, I opened the TikTok.

An official release from McDonalds confirming Grimace (who still isn't real) did, in fact, feel special on his birthday.

also while we were in the car headed to dinner I remembered the little panel of Grimace crying and I got all teary eyed again, and my boyfriend looked over and, with all the genuine care, compassion, and sympathy this guy could muster, legitimately asked, “Are you having Grimace thoughts again?” which I don’t think I’ll ever let myself live down

there aren’t enough posts going around about the swedish cryptid known as the skvader which is a rabbit with pheasant wings and also a very good boy.

like this one dude just made a fake taxidermy and spread it around as a hoax for a good ass while and it lead to this really cool fantasy creature and i am genuinely dissapointed that it never gets used in anything

Rabbirds, by the amazing @tkingfisher/Ursula Vernon (source).  

The lack of skvaders is particularly frustrating when you realize it forms the third point of a wonderful cryptid trifecta.

You got the jackalopes, which are rabbits with antlers.

And you got the wolpertingers, which are rabbits with antlers and wings.

And then… what? Do you escalate? That’s unbalanced, those two rabbit cryptids don’t have the same number of extra things, the wolpertinger is clearly the jackalope But More.

BUT with the skvader on the other side, balance is restored. Antler rabbit, winged rabbit, winged antler rabbit. It’s a classic Venn diagram of imaginary lapine beasts, and it’s only complete if you acknowledge the fucking skvader.

Good thing Ursula’s got our back, at least.

This is a really excellent point and I applaud your advancements in Cryptid Theory.

Gentleman, if I might add:

yes you may add this

I think balance in crypdids is VERY IMPORTANT.

"The recent allegations levied toward ▇▇▇▇▇ ▇▇▇▇▇▇ accusing them of involvement in the murders of.. of these.. children.. are-are nothing but media nonsense.

"Um.. ▇▇▇▇▇ ▇▇▇▇▇▇ expresses their full condolences to the victims and their families, but denies that they have anything to do with the ongoing investigations. ...Besides, if anybody were to, uh.. do anything.. it's.. it's probably more like it's an individual, you know? It's kind of like they're using the place as a hunting grounds. Maybe.

"....eheheheheh... but that's just the ramblings of.. silly old me.. I don't know what I'm talking about... Uh- you should really take anything that comes out of my.. big mouth.. with a grain of salt."

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Was thinking about how the ghosts are actually tied to the company in Jack's universe, since they don't DIE at the place like with Eli's. I was TRYING to do backgrounds but I got too frustrated and just slapped a manga filter on 'em

💜 reblogs would be appreciated I stayed up until 6 in the morning to get these finished 💜

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH

KINKSTERS BELONG AT PRIDE EVENTS

QUEER IS A RECLAIMED IDENTITY

TRANS PPL DESERVE LOVE AND SUPPORT

BI AND PAN PPL ARE WONDERFUL

ACES AND AROS ARE PART OF THE COMMUNITY

POLYAMORY IS AMAZING

i keep telling myself i can’t handle longer projects but in the last four days i wrote 23,377 words just totally by the seat of my pants

This is the Good Post of seat-of-your-pants inspiration, reblog so you too may add 23,377 words to your WIP without a single moment of hesitation or self-doubt

Bursts like this are like

If tumblr doesn't fix the changes, we should get #hellsite (derogatory) trending

No one cares about the frogs

No one wanted a y2k themed dashboard

Only three people use tumblr live

Stop flagging LGBT content as nsfw

Change the notes back to what they looked before (and stop shortening the number)

Let us click on previous URLs to see a post and not the blog

Stop trying to implement an algorithm

The number one thing we really want is less porn bots. I'm tired of one of the first things I see in the morning being porn.

Change the notes back to

what they looked before (and stop

shortening the number)

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.