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Dean is... extremely wary of Ellen starting out in season 2 in a way Sam simply isn't. I mean I can absolutely dismiss Dean snapping at Ellen in 2.02 when she tries to offer him support. It's easy to say that's just about Dean's irritation with Sam constantly pestering him about how he's grieving. But there's another moment also in 2.03, where Sam calls Ellen quite transparently to see if she has any opinions on Gordon, and then he reports back to Dean, and Dean says,

Which is weird, right? Because Ellen hasn't done anything to make Dean so suspicious. But it's also easy to look at this and think, "Well Dean just likes Gordon, and he doesn't want to accept any potential criticism of this guy he likes".

Then in 2.04, Dean does suggest going to the Roadhouse, but only in an effort to distract Sam from the idea of going to Mary's grave because Dean doesn't want to go, and when Sam suggests Dean go on to the Roadhouse and Sam will meet him there, Dean instantly drops the idea saying he doesn't want to be alone with those people.

And I could handwave all of that except then we get to 2.05, and Dean makes it very clear in this episode that he does not want to go to the Roadhouse to get a lead on Sam's vision because he doesn't trust them to be cool about Sam's visions. And then at the end of the episode, when Ellen is onto them and demands answers, and Sam starts giving answers and admits he has powers, the face Dean gives Ellen is... well. Positively murderous.

And you know—when Dean suggests that they shouldn't go to the Roadhouse because he doesn't know how they'll react, Sam clearly has negative feelings about that. It upsets him. It makes him feel othered. Because from Sam's perspective, Ellen was someone they can trust the moment he knew about her—because she was John's friend... and yet that's the same reasoning that makes Dean concerned about how she'll treat Sam. Because John is the guy who told Dean to KILL SAM if he could not save him, so how the FUCK can Dean instantly trust his friends?

A small addition here: I already made a post about how Dean is attracted to Gordon as a representation of someone better than John—not someone to simply replace him or measure up to him. And this is also reflected in Dean rejecting Ellen's perception of Gordon! Because Ellen is John's friend. Sam expects "Ellen says Gordon is bad news" to sway Dean. Ellen's opinion should carry weight because she's their Dad's friend and Sam thinks this is all about Dean looking for someone to replace John. But it doesn't work because Dean isn't looking for John or someone John would approve of. He is furious at John, and he is intentionally rejecting John's thinking and therefore Ellen's opinion as well!



Favorite thing about renaissance faires is that they have fuck all to to with the renaissance. This thang is not about historical anything this is about dressing up like a fairy and watching a joust

#a samurai with a flintlock pistol sitting next to a guy dressed as a caveman drinking a styrofoam cup of dr pepper#and it fucks severely

questions i ask myself in the mirror every morning

all of the 1s and 0s holding hands inside the computer

Mermaids as fun drinks!!! :D I’m going to be selling these designs tomorrow todayshhdontjudgemeandmypoorsleephabits as stickers at an event at my college. Would have made more but ran out of time ;w; 

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cosmic horror (god loves you too much and keeps resurrecting you)

cosmic soap opera (god loves your boyfriend too much and everytime you die it basically breaks him so god has to resurrect you even though he's really annoyed about it)

you guys remember Supernatural. that shit was crazy

well you see. there was. there was two. two

im extremely devout but nobody can figure out what im worshipping

if Sherlock Holmes was a tumblr user he’d be like prev reblog I noticed you tagged this gifset of Ryan Gosling in the Barbie movie trailer with “I want to *** *** *****” which you likely wanted us to interpret with a vague sexual meaning however three weeks ago you posted that you were researching Greek myths for fun and ever since then you have “coincidentally” used prometheus as a topic in several of your funnyguy posts that only got 200 notes and coupled with your love of birds I can only assume that your tag actually meant “eat his liver” and that you’re deep in some sort of Prometheus hyperfixation that you’re coy about for some reason probably because it’s so weird. and then everyone on here would get all scared because of him

Canon is nothing but the sandbox I strike with lightning to forge the glass that is my world.

heyyy girlfriend who art in heaven

[ID: Digital art of Castiel from Supernatural from the torso up, drawn in greyscale. He smiles slighty. Half his ribcage and half his jawbone overlay the rest of his body, in pale blue. His eyes are that same blue shade. Around his head is a circular halo shape, which includes a TV displaying static, a tabletop radio, a portable radio, and broken glass. Text to the top left reads in caps: "Good Things Do Happen". End ID]

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