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Be Still My Fantasy Loving Heart

@starkmaiden / starkmaiden.tumblr.com

Currently a bookworm but clearly my lost destiny was as a theater kid.

The thing about the IWTV movie is it is incredibly homoerotic to have Lestat feed on men on screen. That’s a legitimate form of horror eroticism. Especially for a mainstream movie in 1994. To the same point, you never see Louis in the show feed on a woman because he’s explicitly gay and not bi. That’s not an accident that’s a very explicit pointed sexuality based decision.

HE NEVER LETS GO OF BELLAS HAND EVEN WHILE HUGGING OTHER PEOPLE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭BC HE KNOWS THAT THEY ARE A COMFORT TO EACH OTHER 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭I CANT DO THIS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

At one point during CCXP you can hear Pedro whispering to Bella, checking in to see if they are okay with people wanting them to play guitar.

He could not blame Gilly for her grief. Instead, he blamed Jon Snow and wondered when Jon's heart had turned to stone.

"No. No, that's wrong. Jon would never . . ."

"Jon would never. Lord Snow did. Sometimes there is no happy choice, Sam, only one less grievous than the others."

- a feast for crows

i am so serious when i say we as young adults are so starved and deprived of community

like we as a generation - i'm talking especially young adults who are just entering the workforce - are so so lonely! i think about it all the time. between the incoming recession and cost of living crisis + the rise of wfh + processing pandemic trauma so many of us live deeply isolated lives and i think we deserve better...i'm working fully remote and i consider myself lucky because i do have friends that i see regularly but there's a hunger for that place you can go to to be around people in an organic but meaningful way too you that is not being addressed rn! we now more than ever need communities!