bad things never die

sasha, he/him, 19, white, tme. my main is @bitd.

i post mainly about the alpha couple. i have a very robust knowledge of them and spend my downtime compiling quotes from john about them, from archived liveshows.

sometimes i talk about my versions of these characters - mainly for fanworks. their names are blue and holly. blue is an aquarist, holly used to be a movie star. cheers.

sex is a lot like the penultimate song on hit the mountain goats album tallahassee it's intense, it's hot, you're getting run through with something, someone's on top of you rolling around, john darnielle is there

i keep thinking about all the stuff john has said about the alpha couple and getting a little ill. esp the recognition scene. gd

oh hey i have followers here now. i follow back from @bitd :) love u.

l + ratio + i hope our few remaining friends give up on trying to save us + i hope we come up with a fail safe plot to piss off the dumb few that forgave us + i hope the fences we mended fall down beneath their own weight + i hope we drive past the last exit + i hope its already too late + i hope when you think of me years down the line you can’t find one good thing to say + i hope that if i found the strength to walk out you’d stay the hell out of my way + i hope i cut myself shaving tomorrow + i hope it bleeds all day long + our friends say its darkest before the sun rises we’re pretty sure they’re all wrong + i hope it stays dark forever + i hope the worst isn’t over + i hope you blink before i do + i hope i never get sober + i hope i lie and tell everyone you were a good wife + i hope you die + i hope we both die + i am drowning +  there is no sight of land + you are coming down with me + hand in unlovable hand + and i hope you die + i hope we both die