spentmylifesearching reblogged
spentmylifesearching reblogged
You see, he never really liked the taste of tea but she drank it all day, everyday, and she kissed him so many times that summer that the taste of tea stained his lips. And if you asked him now if he likes tea or coffee more he would lick his lips and he would remember the faint taste of her tea. he still doesn’t like it but he’d definitely prefer tea over coffee now, especially if it came with her.
spentmylifesearching reblogged
23 Emotions people feel, but can’t explain
- Sonder: The realization that each passerby has a life as vivid and complex as your own.
- Opia: The ambiguous intensity of Looking someone in the eye, which can feel simultaneously invasive and vulnerable.
- Monachopsis: The subtle but persistent feeling of being out of place.
- Énouement: The bittersweetness of having arrived in the future, seeing how things turn out, but not being able to tell your past self.
- Vellichor: The strange wistfulness of used bookshops.
- Rubatosis: The unsettling awareness of your own heartbeat.
- Kenopsia: The eerie, forlorn atmosphere of a place that is usually bustling with people but is now abandoned and quiet.
- Mauerbauertraurigkeit: The inexplicable urge to push people away, even close friends who you really like.
- Jouska: A hypothetical conversation that you compulsively play out in your head.
- Chrysalism: The amniotic tranquility of being indoors during a thunderstorm.
- Vemödalen: The frustration of photographic something amazing when thousands of identical photos already exist.
- Anecdoche: A conversation in which everyone is talking, but nobody is listening
- Ellipsism: A sadness that you’ll never be able to know how history will turn out.
- Kuebiko: A state of exhaustion inspired by acts of senseless violence.
- Lachesism: The desire to be struck by disaster – to survive a plane crash, or to lose everything in a fire.
- Exulansis: The tendency to give up trying to talk about an experience because people are unable to relate to it.
- Adronitis: Frustration with how long it takes to get to know someone.
- Rückkehrunruhe: The feeling of returning home after an immersive trip only to find it fading rapidly from your awareness.
- Nodus Tollens: The realization that the plot of your life doesn’t make sense to you anymore.
- Onism: The frustration of being stuck in just one body, that inhabits only one place at a time.
- Liberosis: The desire to care less about things.
- Altschmerz: Weariness with the same old issues that you’ve always had – the same boring flaws and anxieties that you’ve been gnawing on for years.
- Occhiolism: The awareness of the smallness of your perspective.
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We were in love
And then you find yourself laying on the floor wondering why you drank a whole bottle of liquor just to feel something
You were wine stained teeth You were the cigarette burns on my jeans You were no good for me
And after all this time I still hope that someday I’ll be something you need.
You were my first time without training wheels You were the tree id climb in the backyard You were the rooftop I'd star gaze from I fell but I learned and now I have the scars to prove it.
I was the sun and she was the stars. We were the same but she was far away and I was burning for her touch.
I destroyed you. I ruined everything you ever were. And you've put yourself back together so nicely. I wish I could tell you that I'm happy for you but that can't happen. I think of the mess I made and look at you from a distance now, god you look like art.
I wish I was something you needed.
White lines never gave me the feeling you do
You told me you loved me and then you pushed me away.