I'm not perfect
And I know that, but why must people look at me as if I'm from another planet or something? OK I'm not a size fucking 2 I don't have long flowing hair that glows in the fucking sun, my face isn't as clear as the fucking ocean, I'm socially awkward and I have anger issues and So fucking what if I'd rather stay home and watch Netflix all day then to hang out with a bunch of judgmental ignorant jerk offs. My best friends and my so called sister look at me funny because I don't have a fucking boyfriend, I mean I'm 16 years old why do I have to date when its clear I don't want to, my mother hates me because I'm nothing like my precious sister, little miss perfect who BTW is getting married, and did I mention she's only 15?! And because I'd rather make something of myself then to cook and clean and serve men until I pop out a bunch of free loaders and then I die, no, no fucking way will I be a servant to anyone. I am my own fucking person, news flash mother not everyone wants to be like you! I love my mom but damn to I hate her more, and of course I'm going to be judged by this because nobody understands, they'll say its a faze, that I'll grow out of it, that I should be grateful for what I got cause others have it a lot worse. I'm a honest person I don't say things without reason, nobody understands me. I am alone with every battle that comes my way and there's is nothing I could do about it, no matter how hard I try I will never be enough, not for society, not for my family and not for myself. Nobody cares.



