a study i did because i realized idk how to draw environments at all LMAO

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i was born inside an airpod case 3 minutes ago your honor and i love abortion

this is the most unhelpful post ever

do i look like a fucking faq to you

#f slur

is it a slur to ask questions frequently

motherfucker said PROFESSIONAL

Here on tumblr we are all professionals.

"I don't like seeing pregnancy or seeing people celebrating their pregnancy because now I know that person had sex and they're basically telling everyone about their breeding kink" you sound utterly pathetic and embarrassing, not a single person is happy to be around you and your brain is full of maggots and worms

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Wait... Wait wait wait, let me understand something.

So for this cisgender woman with naturally high testosterone (and/or an intersex condition, I do not know her specific condition and it's honestly none of my business) has to be be forced to take the same testosterone suppressing medications that these same competitive regulatory committee said wasn't good enough to suppress trans women's testosterone to allow them to compete in women's sports.

If she has naturally high testosterone, similar to that that trans women experience in their lives pre-transition then wouldn't she have the same advantages that a trans woman supposedly inherently has and can not be corrected with said testosterone suppression?

Like, no one should have to undergo forced medical treatment to be able to compete or to make it "fair" for their competition. Other athletes have all kinds of natural advantages, like Michael Phelps having an abnormal wingspan and larger lungs and heart. In fact, every high level athlete has some kind of physical advantage, that's how they're such high level athletes. You think the people they beat out for their spots just, what, didn't work as hard? Didn't grab those bootstraps tight enough? Fuck no.

Racism, intersexism, and transphobia are all linked, and this case is maybe the most glaringly obvious one.

This is what I'm talking about transphobia harms intersex people. It's not "dragging intersex people into my trans narrative". It's she's perfectly healthy even with her intersex condition, and she's being forced to take hormone therapy which has health risks just to be allowed to compete.

(Idk if she identifies as intersex, she may not even have known she had hormone variations until these tests happened. But the intersex community does allow people with hormone variations to consider themselves intersex given that they experience intersex-based discrimination like this woman is experiencing. So whether or not this woman is intersex, she is still experiencing discrimination based on intersex characteristics.)

Also it's always women of color that are challenged in these rules because their body types don't meet eurocentric white women's beauty standards. Primarily Black women.

-fae

I don't think you get it. This is what the terfs want. They want to eliminate all gender variance. They say they support GNC people, but they don't. They just have to say that to sound reasonable.

They're coming for everyone who doesn't perfectly fit into male or female, and they WILL forcefully make people conform, because in the end, they're fascists, and that's what fascists do

Not a sports guy but this is wonderful

everyone on this site like "we LOVE weird genders give me weird genders I love boydykes and girlfags" and then a transfem person with a beard will call herself a lesbian. or a bigender person will identify with being gay in both directions. or a gay man calls his partner his wife. or a butch lesbian connects too closely to manhood for your comfort (or a butch exists, in general). or someone just has a weird and contradictory relationship between their gender, sexuality, and sex in a way that you don't understand

and then you all shit bricks and start sobbing and wailing.

You have rights because

faggots and dykes fought for them.

Respect that you cunt

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.

i think young, white, thin transmascs (and those who aren’t these things but are in majority youngwhitethin spaces) have this ultra-sanitized view of homosexuality, transsexuality, gender expression, sex, relationships–pretty much everything to do with the body and what it does, wants, can’t do. their idea of being gay was learned from watching media where the gay men are young, white, thin, and cisgender, and oftentimes aren’t even gay. they barely touch, they barely kiss. they learn how to be gay from fanfiction about youtubers and shows on primetime television. as they grow up with this idea of homosexuality in their head they begin to feel more comfortable in their world of clean-shaven cis men with floppy brown hair and slight jawlines. a world in which touching is always gentle, always of “pure” intention. they write poetry about fire burning in their hearts for cis men they see across the classroom, completely unobtainable.

and then they ACTUALLY grow up, and they’re finally allowed in more adult-oriented gay spaces, and they see the cis gay men there expose their hairy chests, their armpits, their round stomachs; they see bears with nipple piercings and dykes with their breasts out and gloryholes and poppers and they start to freak out. THIS ISN’T WHAT BEING GAY IS ABOUT! being gay is about cuddling a boy, and kissing each other sweetly, and oversized sweaters and holding hands. all of a sudden they’re inundated with raw, dirty sexuality that has existed for all this time and for longer than their parents’ parents have been alive. and they get disgusted. they might not lash out violently because they’ve learned to be soft, so instead they couch their frustration in passive aggression and an overall attitude that things aren’t as they should be, or that things are as they should be and these sex-addled gays are threatening everything and turning people against them. they see fat trans men and trans men of color and disabled trans men enjoying themselves, embracing their bodies, and they get angry at them too, because they see how transphobes harp on them the most, which means they must be ruining everything.

i know this because i’ve been there, i to some degree thought these things. but i was not thin or white. i thought i could squeeze myself into the transmasc label as it existed for youngwhitethin trans men, because i was ALMOST there, but it was impossible. the role is not something easily achieved, and rarely is it ever truly something to envy. i had unrealistic crushes on cis men that rarely ever talked to me and i thought that was “the gay experience”. i cut my hair so it flopped on my forehead and wore a binder that didn’t even work because of the size of my chest and lowered my voice when i spoke so that it crackled with every other word. i hated myself, and in turn started to reject other trans men for what i recognized in myself. i thought that cis gay culture was out of my reach i resented cis gay men for being able to participate in it. and then i actually started listening to the experiences of cis men. like, adult cis men, the ones that go to club and hookup with other men and have had years-long relationships with other men. these men like fat men. these men like hairy men. they like the smell of other men, the sweat of other men, the essence of other men. they like it when men are gross, and they like when they are big, and they like men who aren’t youngwhitethin men that act afraid to touch other men. 

there was so much honesty and a lack of shame as they talked about it, too. the idea that sex and romance was only good when the “intentions were pure” melted away, because what’s more indicative of pure sexuality and desire for another human being than sticking your whole nose in their armpit? of touching someone’s most intimate places in a way they want, in a way that you want. 

i think what i’m trying to say with this post, the thesis i suppose, is that youngwhitethin trans men often have a warped idea of not only what it means to be trans, not only what it means to be gay, or a man, but also what it means to want somebody. their own disdain towards their own bodies and those that represent them in the broader sense creates this false notion in their heads that in order for something to be good, it must be pure, and in order for something to be pure, it must be clean. the western idea of cleanliness is deeply rooted in white supremacy, as well as a hatred for fat bodies, for trans bodies. this line of thinking is entirely antithetical to being gay, in my opinion, and the longer that we don’t do something about the transmasc softboy mindset, the more people are going to become isolated from their own communities and their own bodies. it’s not healthy for literally anybody

if you think about it, every time we tranquilize animals to transport them safely to another place, we are the sleep paralysis demon

funny phrases to use when something goes wrong instead of jokingly saying "i'm going to kms":

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