nor bid the stars farewell

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Everyone he trusted with his secret – Will, Freya, Balinor, Lancelot, and now Gaius – was gone. Arthur would never bring magic back to the land, and he would never let Merlin stand at his side the way Merlin had hoped he would. It was a cold awakening, years of baseless faith dashed against the fraying tapestry that destiny had made Merlin sew into his own skin, but an awakening nonetheless.

Merlin is shaken out of his obsession with destiny and his blind faith in Arthur. Arthur just wishes he knew how to get his closest friend back.

Why is the ending of Fellowship of the Ring so perfect. just. the way it wraps up all the emotional threads so neatly without sacrificing the complexity of the emotions. it makes you excited to know what happens next yet it feels like a satisfying conclusion. there's uncertainty but there's hope. it's so emotionally satisfying and comforting

I always thought Fingon’s death echoed Fingolfin’s in many ways.

“Thus [Fingolfin] came alone to Angband’s gates,” and, “At last Fingon stood alone.” Of Fingolfin’s death it says, “Morgoth took the body of the Elven-king and broke it, and would cast it to his wolves…” while after Fingon’s death, “they beat him into the dust with their maces, and his banner, blue and silver, they trod into the mire of his blood.”

There’s just something so unbearable, in both these cases, about the loss of someone so heroic and selfless and good, the fact that they died so tragically, and that their bodies were desecrated. But there is no rescue of Fingon’s body by Thorondor—and no body to rescue.

The other difference is in the context of their final moments. Fingolfin challenged Morgoth in “wrath and despair,” seeing the “utter ruin of the Noldor, and the defeat beyond redress of all their houses” after the Battle of the Sudden Flame.

Whereas before the Battle of Unnumbered Tears, “Fingon heard afar the great trumpet of Turgon his brother, the shadow passed and his heart was uplifted, and he shouted aloud: ‘Utúlie’n aurë! Aiya Eldalië ar Atanatári, utúlie’n aurë! The day has come! Behold, people of the Eldar and Fathers of Men, the day has come!’”

LISTEN TO ME… this hurts so much. Fingolfin challenged Morgoth to single combat because he was in despair. But Fingon had so much hope for the course of the battle that day, and then in many ways his demise was even worse than his father’s. In the end, the Elves’ loss at the Nirnaeth Arnoediad was far worse than at the Dagor Bragollach.

The long defeat, indeed.

Hyello, here is the next AO3 bookmark of mine i'd like to share! :)

A short fic by @southfarthing about Éowyn and Faramir and cultural differences and Faramir's Númenor dream. I love the idea of the Rohirrim being oral storytellers.

I also like little fics like this, especially recently, and even though this one is short (598 words!), the emotion is there. The relationship is there. It's a soft story of understanding.

And it's Éowyn and Faramir, sooooooo.... (i am gesturing in a "duhhh???" fashion)

The woman turned and went slowly into the house. As she passed the doors she turned and looked back. Grave and thoughtful was her glance, as she looked on the king with cool pity in here eyes. Very fair was her face, and her long hair was like a river of gold. Slender and tall she was in her white robe girt with silver; but strong she seemed and stern as steel, a daughter of kings.