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Jagi, It's all in your mind, yeah!

@soulsongbirdcarmii802

26 years of age: ♊♀️ Rising with a ♋♂️ conjunction in 1st house, ♌ Sun and ♓ Moon, dahhhling! She/Her Extremely straight but I love supporting BxB and GxG things! Multistan K-pop fan with a mind-blowing 6+ octave vocal range! ENTJ-T Ambidextrous but naturally left-handed! Vegan! 💚🌱 Fxxxing extroverted! I am a big fan of jazz music, too! I love reading and writing K-pop fanfictions! I'm also an avid fan of whistle register notes! I love BOTH Western makeup and Eastern makeup, too! (I just can't choose!) Someday, I'll be a K-pop vocalist, too, haha!
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Read it with your own risks!

Back when I was four, I'm saying bad words like a freaky adult.

I've fought with my introverted father so back when I was cursing at him, I didn't know that it was badly stronger than his bad words so my introverted mum's trying to stop these unstoppable traumas but I'm naturally extroverted daughter.

I was really bullied by my 3rd grader teacher who doesn't like my extremely sensual visuals like wearing red lipsticks!

And also, I became hypersexually active when I was 12 and I've started drinking in that same age and I'm still struggling with substance abuse and bipolar I disorder at age 18, few days after my birthday.

But now I'm in my late 20s and I need to get married and have 4+ kids with my male K-pop idol husband someday.

I've self-harmed more than often for being drastically depressed so thank God that I and my mom seek treatments from our psychiatrist. We're happier and more stable than ever! 🙏🏻

If my mania is triggering me, I'm reading lots of K-Pop smuts if I ain't busier.

What if I can make love with my K-hubby musician? I think we're gonna scream higher than our genius-like IQ levels! I also think he's gonna scream, '누나!!!' LOLOLOL! 😩 Just kidding!

But my parents and my annoying dongsaeng are scolding me, just back off, I'm extremely depressed!

I have lots of worst experiences that have happened in my life.

Lord, forgive me for being a hypersexually promiscuous woman. 😭🙏🏻

Lord, please correct me forever. 🙏🏻

Once that my bullies were bullying me, I WON'T FORGIVE THEM ALL ANYMORE!!! THAT'S ALL!

Bullies will go to hell!

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Drug and alcohol addiction, Violence, Sexual themes.

All animals like dogs deserve more love because they're nurturing creatures and God has already given us our greatest best friends! Eating, wearing, abusing and hurting all animals is the most sinful way to do so let's ban animal cruelty because it's time to go vegan and we need you to know that fur is dead and meat is murder! I hope PETA will claim more, more victories to end and ban all luxury products' selling of furs, leathers, wools, and so much more! That's why the animals' lives are also precious. BUT the ONLY exempted ones which veganism is bad for their health are G6PDD Positive people because all legumes, beans, berries and so much more are bad for them. God saves and loves all animals! #idratherbenakedthanwearfur #govegan #eatvegan #wearvegan #veganism #endspeciesism #meatismurder https://www.instagram.com/p/CdGNo0YpImpdrWkAc5YvUBUG-IqNO-VyNvlNyU0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

We've got ups and downs but we're united as one to fight all the diseases that can hurt us. Only God can kill the COVID-19, none other than. God is omnipotent, omniscient and please comment below. Always pray earnestly but we're different people and we are the world won't give up until we'll win the battles! #godisgood #godisgoodallthetime https://www.instagram.com/p/Cc2qlV9pa5HfArYh0W2ZxzhMR-2ni27F88eoKI0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

This is one of the best versions ever! To all the baby boomers and Gen X people out there, you're gonna surely love listening to this song but I'm a Gen Y/ Gen Z. Thank you so much for making me listen to this song! #disco #discoisntdead #discoisback https://www.instagram.com/p/CVUsCfYJBsyyykH5-x4S1BxLOH-OAQe1EUY_ZY0/?utm_medium=tumblr

I truly believe that plant-based vegan foods are very, very nutritious! This day, I ate oatmeal, vegan tofu nuggets and vegan aubergine pancake so I've proved my bullies wrong and I know eating animals can kill everybody and everything else so veganism is the best answer for us! #govegan #vegan #veganism #veganismisthefuture #ditchmeat #ditchmeatanddairy #ditchmeatdairyandpoultry #ditchmeatdairyeggs #ditchdairy #vegansofig https://www.instagram.com/p/CSrL8ZmpeYCkH3x8kBUM78cur3tkqRoOzfN8lw0/?utm_medium=tumblr

I was born with a perfect pitch just like fewest gifted musicians and I'm proud of my exceptional talent and I want to be a sound engineer someday, aside from being a singer-songwriter with whistle register notes. Hwaiting! #perfectpitch #vocalrange #whistleregister #contrabass #bass #baritone #tenor #countertenor #contralto #mezzosoprano #soprano #sopranino #coloratura #melismas #melisma All music genres are TOTALLY WELCOME! https://www.instagram.com/p/CRWDSqttCiB/?utm_medium=tumblr

Thank you for educating all generations with your music, Minnie Riperton and many more! You're my inspiration for singing the signature whistle register notes. May your music live forever! Are any people listening to these kinds of beautiful soul music? #diva #whistleregister #soulandrnb #vocalrange #soprano #coloratura #soulmusic #soulmusiclovers #soulmusiclives https://www.instagram.com/p/CK3mgcCl-za/?igshid=50vmjr6ws2yb

¡Hola, amigos y amigas! I'm gonna read more Diccionario Español-Inglés/ Spanish-English dictionary so you must be nice to me but if it's not, sorry. Aside from English, I need to learn more languages such as Korean, Mandarin, Japanese, and Romance languages like Spanish. #teachyourself #diylanguage 🍒 https://www.instagram.com/p/BwMB2dMBeWU/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=beyjj4zfssmc

ASMR With Mark Lee

Part 1

Theres a lot of Moaning, kissing and other stuff in this video! Please don’t watch if you’re sensitive to ?? ear licking?? I dunno!!

PLEASE NOTE THAT MARK IS LEGAL, ALSO NOTE I WONT BE DOING JENO, RENJUN, JAEMIN OR HAECHAN AT THE MOMENT. I HOPE YOU ALL UNDERSTAND.

There's someone who made love with my friend, Mr. Mark Lee, and WHO knows? Is that Donghyuckie? Or other man or simply, a woman? Let's find out!

Important Reminders Against Bullies

To the grade 3 teacher who fucking bullied me, FUCK YOU VERY VERY MUCH!

And I hope to God that you'll fucking go to hell, pussy!

Well, God knows that I've GOT ETERNAL ACES who will kill you and He knows that I can achieve everything so I'm fucking genius and I can fucking defeat you like my God's Guardian Angels will throw you away to hell, arsehole!

ALWAYS remember that teachers are good role models but you, you're a shitty no-no dickhead cunts!

I'm either an Asia's Superhuman or Mermaid who rocks my KPOP Fans' world!

I'm a Diva who needs MORE recovery from bullying's past mental shits.

Please share this and this my lesson for you.

Oh my God! It's so depressing to have a vocal rest for three months! :'( BUT anyways, if I can do vocal rest NOW, I can sing lowest note like D2 note, belting range (A4-Eb6), head voice (IDK! :O ), whistle register notes (beyond 6th, 7th, 8th, so on!) and my bucket lists are to sing Mariah Carey songs, Ariana Grande songs, Dimash Kudaibergen songs, Morissette Amon songs, all KPOP songs (both KPOP boy bands and girl groups' songs) to sing, Coloratura Sopranos' operatic arias, and so on! Fighting for me as a future SMTOWN Main Vocalist with a tremendous 6 octave vocal range just like Rachelle Ferrell!

Sun Signs That NCT Would Be Attracted To

Your sun sign is your ego, who you rise up to be, and it’s who you are when you’re most comfortable.
Sun signs only play a small part in compatibility, and is not the only indicator of it! 
Check out my previous posts + let me know who you got the most overall!
Moon Signs | Rising Signs 

Aries sun - Mark, Jaemin, Renjun, Taeil, Haechan, Johnny, Doyoung, Jaehyun, Lucas, Jisung

Taurus sun - Kun, Jeno, Taeyong, Jungwoo, Ten

Gemini sun - Johnny, Doyoung, Jaehyun, Lucas, Jisung, Taeil, Haechan, Renjun, Mark, Jaemin

Cancer sun - Jungwoo, Ten, Yuta, Winwin, Chenle, Taeyong, Jeno

Leo sun - Renjun, Mark, Jaemin, Taeil, Haechan

Virgo sun - Jaehyun, Jeno, Kun, Taeyong, Yuta, Winwin, Chenle

Libra sun - Johnny, Doyoung, Jaehyun, Lucas, Jisung, Taeil, Haechan, Mark, Jaemin

Scorpio sun - Ten, Taeyong, Jungwoo, Yuta, Winwin, Chenle, Kun

Sagittarius sun - Mark, Jaemin, Renjun, Johnny, Doyoung, Jaehyun, Lucas, Jisung

Capricorn sun - Jeno, Kun, Yuta, Winwin, Chenle, Ten, Jungwoo

Aquarius sun - Taeil, Haechan, Doyoung, Jaehyun, Lucas, Jisung, Johnny, Renjun

Pisces sun - Yuta, Winwin, Chenle, Jungwoo, Ten, Taeyong, Jeno, Kun

Now I really know who's attracted to me, my UB and my BWs!

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ATTENTION ALL GIRLS AND LADIES: if you walk from home, school, office or anywhere and you are alone and you come across a little boy crying holding a piece of paper with an address on it, DO NOT TAKE HIM THERE! take him straight to the police station for this is the new 'gang' way of rape. The incident is getting worse. Warn your families. Reblog this so this message can get accross to everyone.

I will always reblog things like this, it won’t ruin your blog or the look of it, and this could potentially save a life.

PLEASE reblog this.

I have reblogged this about three times now and I will never not reblog it

i actually heard of this happening in atlanta not that long ago. that shit is terrifying as hell.

idc if it may ruin my blog look or whatever, if it means word gets out about these bastards then imma reblog x1000

reposting on my friends account

holy shit, that’s absolutely horrifying… definitely gonna reblog this shit, this could fucking save people’s lives.

Maybe this will be useful to some of my followers! 

Everyone should see this, it’s really important

I reblog every time

If you don’t reblog this you’re auto required to leave

I fucking told you, auto

dUDE

hOLY FUCKING SHIT THIS IS HORRIFYING PLEASE REBLOG

oh god oh god oh god

PLEASE REBLOG

I’M NOT EVEN JOKING

WTF

Stay alert ladies!

be warned

REBLOG!!!!!!!!!

HOLY SHIT! GUYS REBLOG THE FUCK OUTTA THIS!!!

I’m used to not rebloging anything ………..BUT HECK YEAH I’M REBLOGING THIS!!!!!!!

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This is horrifying! Everyone please be careful!

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STOP SCROLLING

PLEASE REBLOG

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PLEASE REBLOG

HOLY CRAP!!! ALRIGHT ATTENTION TO THIS!! PLEASE REBLOG THIS!!! - THIS SHOULD ALSO BE A WARNING THEM GUYS!!! PLEASE!!!

Reblog

Now I know!

You’re All I Need- Taeyong Smut

Pairing: Reader X Taeyong

Words: 6,700+

Genre: Smut

A/N: This is my first smut so please go easy on me:). This is was inspired by Daniel Caesars’ song Get You

Warnings: Sexual and mature content, language

Summary: Being friends with Lee Taeyong was never an easy job. The platonic touches and meaningless words all seeming to heighten your feelings for him that were always burning deep within you. All you wanted was to selfishly spend more time with him, to feel as close as you possibly could, without actually being close. You convince him to spend the night, just like old times, only thought in your mind was that you’d get a better nights sleep with him beside you. But what thoughts are in his mind? Why were you awoken early in the morning? Why was he making those sounds? Does he perhaps know what those sounds are doing to you? What was he dreaming about?

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Through drought and famine, natural disasters

My baby has been around for me

Kingdoms have fallen, angels be calling

None of that could ever make me leave

Every time I look into your eyes I see it

You’re all I need

And when we’re making love

Your cries they can be heard from far and wide

It’s only the two of us

Everything I need’s between those thighs

Boy you make me feel so alive

Just be my lover

Boy you’ll lead me to paradise

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The heat of the day finally slips itself down the horizon as the sun sets its path to the other side of the world. The warm golden glow seems to be slipping away bringing forth the cool streams of moonlight that will eventually settle themselves for the evening. You let your hand slide across the silk of your curtains as you softly brush them to the side, exposing the setting sun as a faint gleam scatters across your arm illuminating the paleness of your skin. You peer out your window and examine the trees as they sway from the slight wind that is blowing into their leaves. You take in a deep breath, enjoying the feeling of the sun on your body as it takes its last few breaths of the day. The feeling of warmth, overtaking your senses sends you into a quick state of bliss. Warming your body. Warming your mind. The serene feeling of heat as it seeps into every fabric of your starved being satisfies you with a few moments of bliss. You regretfully let the silk slip away from your grasp and watch as it quickly places itself back into its original position. The chill that returns back to your body is not unfamiliar but it is unwanted.

You make your slow retreat back to your couch and pick up your abandoned laptop. You feel your eyes begin to ache as you rest them on the screen. The slow burn that comes with staring at your computer for too long returns to you. You quickly bring your hands up to run small circles on your temples. Letting the tension loosen a bit, you retract your hands just as your phone buzzes beside you, signaling you have a message.

Taeyong oppa is like "I love you... Me neither!" Bwahahaha! It blows my mind, too. (CTTO)

Long Way Down

Long Way Down (m)

Pairing: Lucas x Reader

Genre/Warning: Vampire/Fairy AU: dirty talk, angst, language, talk of sex and more smut to come in later chapters. 

Words: 5.8k

Summary: You, a fairy, and your vampire best friend, Jungwoo, both work for a nightclub; owned by Jungwoo’s maker, Doyoung. Doyoung’s old partner in the business wants back in with with his prodigy, Lucas. 

A/N: I’ve never done anything in the fantasy world so I’m really excited about this. I hope you enjoy and let me know if I should continue it! I was thinking about making this into a small series. I was rewatching some True Blood so it’s set in that world. Thank you for reading~

You and Jungwoo pulled into work about ten till 9. “Ahh, Jungwoo. I don’t want to work tonight.” You whined as Jungwoo chuckled, parking before turning the car off and turning to you. “You never want to work. You say that every night we are here.” You sighed, he was not wrong. “It’s just that it’s Saturday and I hate Saturday nights. Creeps come out tonight more than any other night. Why is that?”

I want to hear Lucas ssi's sultry voice more because it's carnal!