"Do you know what romance is to me? Sleeping with you every day. And waking up every morning with you by my side spooning me and wispering in my ear that you love me... Giving me a morning kiss. That's what it is to me."
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Source: @manuelfiestas on IG
“luisita”
it’s crazy. i thought that i wouldn’t fall in love with a fictional character again after Valentina Carvajal on Amar A Muerte telenovela which made me learn Spanish as my fourth languange. i always love Valentina Carvajal, but that character doesn’t exist in reality. there’s no lesbian who is rich, pretty, down to earth, smart, loyal, and honest at the same time. believe me, she is just too perfect to be true and to be had.
i forget how and why i found this new character. maybe i was just scrolling instagram or youtube and there she came from one of biggest shipper and fandom on internet. her name is Luisita Gomez or Luisi or Luisa, a lesbian character who is played by Paula Usero. her fans is known-well as #Luimelia, from Luisita and Amelia on Amar Para Siempre telenovela. the serie was set on the year 1977 in Madrid, where LGBTQ was still truly invisible and taboo. but on 2020, there is a spin-off #Luimelia on modern age, where lesbian couple is already accepted around many countries.
i’m not gonna describe or confess about the serie or #Luimelia. it will be too long. but for past few weeks, i feel something that makes me addicted and fullfilled. my head is full of thoughts about Luisita. the craziest part is the thought of Luisita has already erased my bad memories about persons who had ever stolen my heart. all the pains and regrets are instantly gone. her smile, her laugh, her mind, her character, her gesture, are real for me, like she is there and i’m just waiting to meet her one day, sooner or later. the best words to describe her is modest but soulfully. she is not bold, but willing to learn and open her mind. she is not fierce, but doesn’t lose her voice. she is realistic, yet visionary at the same time. spending time with her will be ordinary, but meaningful.
is it an obsession? it can be. but i’m glad that i’ve already changed my level of obsession. i’m done with boldness, fierceness, and uniqueness.
thankyou for whoever brings Luisita on screen.
