amortizing
“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.”
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“If hurting me doesn’t hurt you, don’t ever tell me you love me.”
I’m done caring more and putting more into the relationship than you ever did. You’re gonna regret losing me.
I wish this semester was over already. I just want to go home. I can't kill myself because I have a roommate but I’m also afraid of what comes after. Will I go to heaven or hell? Will I be reincarnated? will I just float and bounce in the wind? I’m not sure what else to do. My best friend has it all career wise and I wish I could too. I don't think I’m good at acting but I also don't know how to get better. Ive tried everything and I continue to practice everyday. I’m scared that my career won't prosper let alone take off.
lilcowgirl7-deactivated20210223
Sometimes there’s nothing to go back to but you still miss it so much
I know I've said it a thousand times but I'm so lonely that it hurts. The kinda of alone that weights on your chest and makes you wanna cry even though you have no energy to cry anymore so you just lay in bed and wonder how can your life mean so little to everyone and even to yourself
