@softhobbits / softhobbits.tumblr.com
Why do you have to ask to follow if you are cis/straight? I'm just curious because I've seen someone say that before, sorry for being nosy
holy shit i havent used this blog in ages. its bc im generally not comfortable around cishets esp cishet guys so id rather ppl ask before following. but like i also dont use this blog much anymore anyway so [shrug emoji]
i kno i have friends i can talk to about this but? i feel like I'd sound like im trying to be something I can't be and I just Don't Know Man
IDK MAN i rly have always thought oh im sort of Jewish bc my grandma has my fam over for holidays n stuff and I've always liked it n felt like that was a good place 4 me but I'd feel like an intruder trying to be something I don't have the time/energy/resources to devote myself to and like I can't actually call myself Jewish
I'm having weird religion feels
i f i say im in an attention-seeking mood the thing 2 do is not fukckgin ignore me
i get so worked up over any change in my day 2 day routine
luv when sum1 i follo on my da Twitter makes a vague statement about da fans on Twitter saying "some of u guys r fucked up lol" luv how that psn follows me and that they're some1 I admire luv that im convinced they're directly talking about me
ive kinf of forced myeself 2 just never talk or think abou t being misgendered bc its not like anybody irl wou ld understand anyway lol
hhooo i jsut started thinking abou t the fac t that even when im in college an d not at home any more i'll probably stil have to go by my birth name and she/her pronouns bc i'd b 2 fukkin afraid 2 tell teachers wha t my name and pronouns are
*refuses 2 talk about my problems so much that i convince myself my problems aren't real*
the only g ood thign abotu today is that my art didn't suck for ocne and i made a spaceship blanket but otherwise today was a Bad Day
is hosuld not go back and rea d old posts on here be cua se it jsut makes m feel terribel
