Fuck that everything that’s for a long time so special to me comes out surprisingly good but just at the end of the journey… 😒
TIRED super depressed wish I died at 15 like I was supposed to
i love being a lover and i also love being a hater and i also hate being a hater. but i don't hate being a lover. never ever
My boyfriend, handing me my share of the weed: "Here's your drugs, babe."
Me: "Oi, thank you, mistah! Poor as I am, I ain't nevah had drugs o' me very own before!"
Childish Gambino // 3005
Cause if we break up I don’t know what to do but if we don’t I’m scared
fats’e - dopamine
This is how I feel with him, I know it’s bad but I am not able to do anything about it
I thought I became stronger the last past months.
What a joke.
Here I am still wanting to kill myself.
-V. J.
Jks
How many times do I still need to feel like this until it gets better?
-V. J. @suicideisthesolution
I guess until I realise that all of this is just bullshit
"I'm not lazy, I'm just tired. and I don't mean because I've been working hard. Not at all. I'm tired from forcing myself to get out of bed everyday. I'm tired of distracting myself from the thoughts in my brain. I'm tired because all my energy is put to surviving and people don't understand that because all they see is how unproductive you are."
— depression is a disease and it's tiring
i’m burned out, i’m tired, i’m falling apart. every day is the same but simultaneously gets worse.
Oh well whatever
Vladimir Nabokov, Letters to Véra
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