#lovekidrauhl

story time : me and my class went on a 5-day trip to thesaloniki (google it) and there is that one boy i have a crush on forever (okay i am in fucking love with him , i cant lie)  i told him 3 years ago about my feelings , he said he liked me only as a friend(we were frineds sinse we were like 5)…(he is in a relationship with a girl a year and a half now) although his feelings about me arent that clear… i have reasons to believe so… okay back to the trip…. we went skiing and he fell down , so he asked my help to stand up , i held hands with him longer than needed and when i picked him up we stared at each other for like 1 full minute and i felt like i was were i was supposed to be… (later i fell down , he picked me and we laughed) -i now it sounds made up but its true- -it was like a movie scene-) whatever…..the thing is this is why i ship Destiel , i mean this : tHIs is exacly how we look at each other from times to times….(or at least how i look at him)….. like dean and cas we dont need words , just looking at each other feels right… this is not just friendship and i know how it feels to love someone…. *dean and cas are fictional characters , at least they can be together*