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SociallyAwkwardLlama

@socially6awkward6llama

Shy, bi, and ready to cry. Just a 17 y/o girl trying to survive, let’s all be anxious together 😂
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Just a reminder that Vincent van Gogh did not eat yellow paint to make himself feel happy, he ate paint, and drank different chemicals because he was suicidal and this is why he was not allowed in his studio while having breakdowns. He also did not paint starry night and his other great works because he was depressed, he painted most of them while he was in recovery and demonstrated his hopefulness and love of the world through this. Most of his great works were painted from his room at a hospital. Van Gogh’s depression should not be glorified. His hope and effort toward a better life, as well as his recovery from depression should be glorified.

If I may add, he did not cut off his own ear, he went into a manic depressive state and got into a fight with a friend who cut off part of his ear by accident. It’s unsure if he actually did commit suicide (he was shot in the stomach, and he was seen getting into a fight with some boys earlier that day), but nonetheless, he lived a sad and painful life, not one to admire. He only sold one piece when he was alive, his mother destroyed every painting of his that she had and constantly reminded him he couldn’t replace his older brother Vincent, a baby who died a year before our Vincent came to the world. He admitted himself into asylums on multiple occasions. He traded paintings people considered garbage just for a sandwich or a single beer, paintings that are now worth millions were once traded for a goddamn sandwich. He was disrespected, called weird and insane. He would have had painted 6-7 paintings a week when he was feeling good before going into depressive states and not painting for weeks or even months. He worked hard, trying to get better. His pain shouldn’t be glorified, but his recovery, his desire to keep going should.

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Domestic terrorist masterpost

Masterpost of identified insurrectionists who participated in the violent attempted overthrow/coup of the US government on 7 January 2021.

Richard “Bigo” Barnett of Gravette, Arkansas, who broke into the Capitol and stole mail from Speaker Pelosi’s desk.

Jon Schaffer from heavy metal band Iced Earth under record label Century Media Records.

Known Nazi Matthew Heimbach.

Nicholas Rodean of Frederick, Maryland.

Photos and IDs courtesy of @HomeGrownTerrorists on Instagram.

Emily Lewis of Dayton, Ohio, now fired from her job at Taylor Communications.

Adam Johnson of Palmetto, Florida, seen here stealing a podium during the violent invasion of the Capitol Building. His wife is Dr. Suzanne Johnson at Davita Medical in Palmetto, Florida.

Pro wrestler James DeFalco aka “Jimmy Jact Cash”. Seen in the news previously for defrauding members of his now-bankrupt gyms of hundreds of thousands of dollars.

Derrick Evans recently elected to West Virginia’s House of Delegates. It takes a special kind of domestic terrorist to try to overthrow the federal government while holding an elected position.

Jenna Ryan a realtor in Frisco, Texas. Are you allowed to hold a realtor’s license when you’ve committed a federal crime? I definitely wouldn’t want her having keys to my house.

Elizabeth Koch from Maryville, Tennessee. Props for outing yourself for federal crimes on national television. Double props for rubbing your eyes with an onion on camera and claiming you got maced.

Paul Davis former Associate General Counsel and Director of HR for Goosehead Insurance Company who fired him for domestic terrorism - and probably also gross incompetence. What kind of lawyer does a media interview while committing a federal crime? I’m guessing the State Bar of Texas is going to disbar him as well but we’re still waiting on that news.

Kristopher Drew licensed cosmetologist at Hair by Kristopher Drew. I’m not sure whether you’re allowed to be a cosmetologist and have a criminal record at the same time but I guess we’re about to find out.

Aaron Mostofsky son of Kings County Supreme Court Judge Steven (Shlomo) Mostofsky. Per the Jewish Telegraphic Agency, “Mostofsky’s brother Nachman, the executive director of Chovevei Zion, a politically conservative Orthodox advocacy organization, as well as a Brooklyn district leader and vice president of the South Brooklyn Conservative Club, also attended the rally Wednesday but did not enter the Capitol.”

Josiah Colt domestic terrorist and owner of FunnelCraft Co. in Boise, Idaho.

On the left is Nick DeCarlo from Murder the Media and on the right is Nick Ochs, Nazi and member of the Proud Boys. This pair of domestic terrorists posed for a photo inside the Capitol Building during their violent insurrection against the US Government.

Zach Crandall who outed himself for federal crimes.

Eduardo “Nick” Alvear seen here smoking pot inside the Capitol Building because why commit just one federal crime when you can commit two at once and document them both on film at the same time amiright.

Ben Thomas Crocker of Massachusetts. Apparently sedition and participating in a violent coup attempt makes you a “Maverick” these days.

Jenny Cudd founder of Becky's Flowers in Midland, Texas. Yes this domestic terrorist and white supremacist called herself out as a Becky. Even if you're fine doing business with seditionists (I'm not) I wouldn't recommend booking her for your next special event unless it's five to ten years out.

Dean Gomez, sales manager at Kevin Harris Allstate Agency, who was part of the attempted coup and tried really hard to break in to a federal building but didn't quite manage it. Is your presence at a violent insurrection and intention to overthrow the federal government enough to land you in prison? I guess we'll find out.

Jason Alexander (yes that Jason Alexander), domestic terrorist. #FreeBritney but Jason Alexander belongs in prison for federal crimes.

Matt Blesdoe, owner of Primetime Movers in Memphis, Tennessee, father, husband, Christian, wife beater and at the vanguard of the group that invaded the Capitol Building in an attempt to overthrow the federal government.

John Strand, model, represented by Wilhelmina Models. He's worked on many campaigns including Mr. Turk, Baskit Wear, AT&T, Zegna, will.i.am, Lisa Vanderpump, Uniqlo, Nicki Minaj and Samsung. And now he's a domestic terrorist who participated in the attempted overthrow of the US government.

Donald Rouse Sr. co-owner of the Louisiana chain of grocery stores Rouse's Markets and former Rouse HR Director-turned-domestic-terrorist Steve Galtier participating in the violent assault on the U.S. Capitol on January 6, 2021.

Is anyone else besides me concerned about how many business owners and HR Directors are popping up on this list of white supremacist terrorists? Imagine being a minority working one of those jobs.

Pastor Joey Deese of Oakdale Baptist Church in Rock Hill, South Carolina, dressed to the nines and ready to violently overthrow the US government.

I’m also concerned (but unfortunately not even slightly surprised) how many “good Christians” seem to think white supremacy, violence and toppling democracy are “what Jesus would have wanted”. This guy hasn’t been reported for domestic abuse like the previous “good Christian” on our list but he is preaching white supremacy and hatred from the pulpit and I’m not sure that’s an improvement.

Alex Smith of San Diego. All I have on this domestic terrorist - besides photos of him looking ever-so-pleased with himself while committing criminal trespass inside the US Capitol Building as part of an attempt to overthrow the US government - is that he graduated from Coronado High School in 2005.

If anyone knows where he works I’d be happy to add that to the post. Considering how generic his name is, I feel like a little more info on this federal criminal would make him pop up more easily in a Google search.

Jake Angeli aka Jacob Chansley, actor, voice over artist, singer and QAnon cultist from Phoenix, Arizona, seen here committing criminal trespass inside the US Capitol Building while participating in an attempted coup.

“12 News spoke with him over the phone Thursday morning when he stated he was the horned protester at the Capitol. He said he didn't have time to answer questions, but noted he was waiting for a ride to travel back to Phoenix. He also said he wasn't worried that he was listed as a person of interest by D.C. police.” Why is he not in prison? Good question.

Brian Gibson, lead pastor at HIS Church in Owensboro, Kentucky, and firm believer in white supremacy participated in the attempted coup at the US Capitol this week.

Jacob Riley owner of Riley Farms in Yucalpa, California. After being boycotted in 2018 for his racist and homophobic Tweets, he sued the local school district for $10 million for refusing to send their kids to his farm on field trips, claiming they violated his 1st and 14th amendment rights to be a bigot. (Spoiler alert: he lost.) This week he joined a violent attempt to overthrow the government. How very in character.

Nazi and Proud Boy John Jay Abney is a carpenter from Portland, Oregon. He attempted to violently overthrow the US Goverment this week.

Former Pennsylvania State Rep. Rick Saccone will no longer be teaching at St. Vincent College in Latrobe, Pennsylvania, after he travelled to Washington, D.C. this week and joined the large group of Nazis and white supremacists who attempted to violently overthrow the US Goverment.

Douglas Sweet of Hudgins, Virginia, white supremacist and QAnon cultist, arrested for criminal trespass inside the US Capitol Building during the violent coup attempt this week.

Brad Rukstales, CEO of Cogensia, a data-marketing company in Schaumburg, Illinois, was arrested for attempting to overthrow the US Goverment this week.

Leonard Guthrie of Cape May, New Jersey, was arrested for criminal trespass while participating in the violent riots and attempted coup this week.

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Doug Jensen who works for Forrest & Associate Masonry in Des Moines, Iowa, led the charge up the stairs during the violent insurrection at the US Capitol and then posted photos of himself at the attempted coup on Facebook.

Bob Jones the owner of tattoo and piercing shop Insight Studios in Chicago, IL seen here with his artist employees Cory Kruger, Johnny McDevitt and Matt Mereno taking part in the violent coup attempt this week in Washington, D.C.

Thien Ly owner of Chicago-area restaurants Tank Noodle and Pho Xe Tang proudly posting on Facebook about joining the violent insurrection against the US government.

Karen Toner LaVere co-owner of Balboa’s Cheesesteaks in Naperville, Illinois, supporting the violent insurrection at the US Capitol this week.

Therese Duke seen here bleeding after she and her sister and brother in law Richard Lorenz and Annie Lorenz assaulted a (black female) police officer at the violent coup attempt at the US Capitol. The officer was fired for defending herself. The trio are still at large.

Lisa Nieves of Frederick, Maryland, and her husband Joe Nieves pictured here with a crowd of insurrectionists rushing the Capitol building during this week’s violent coup attempt.

Francis Hoefer, gun fanatic, racist and former school board member from Oswego, New York, was tear-gassed as he rushed the Capitol Building during the violent coup attempt this week.

Marina Wallis Lozitsky, a registered nurse at the County of San Diego Psychiatric Hospital, participated in the attempted overthrow of the US Goverment this week. In November of 2020 she also assaulted two teenagers with mace while participating in a pro-Trump rally. (Video available on @SDCommunityCare Instagram.)

I’ll be reblogging this every time it comes across my dash.

Disability isn't always someone in a wheelchair ♿

-It could be the person who has severe dizzy spells that prevent them from walking

-It could be the person who's heart rate skyrockets everytime they stand up

- It could be the person who joints just love to dislocate

-It could be the person with chronic migraines

-It could be the person with a feeding tube

- It could be the person who uses the elevator that you think is faking an injury.

- it could be the person that cannot sit still or focus on anything

- It could be the person who can't force themselves out of bed due to the thoughts in their head

- It could be the person who constantly has to monitor their blood sugar

- It could be the person you make fun of for missing school/ work all the time

- It could be the person with a stutter

- It could be the person who has tics that you find annoying or weird

-It could be the person covered in scars

- It could be the person always at the doctor's office

- It could be the blind or deaf/ hoh person in your life depending on how ableist their environment is

- It could be the person who walks with a limp

- The person with very good posture due to back braces and rods for scoliosis

-It could be the person who uses a variety of mobility aids

- It could be the person who can stand up out of their wheelchair

- It can be the person you think is "too young to be ill"

We are more than you think we are and we are more than ♿

5 Signs of a Dark Empath

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I almost married one.

Dark empaths, the complete opposite of me. Now that’s scary.

Explains my toxic childhood best fren

I’m curious… what happens when an empath and a dark empath meet?

What happens if you’re both?

Dont show this to Shane Dawson

Have you ever seen a violinist going APESHIT?!

Be sure to check out IAmDSharp!

GO OFFF

Ok so I’ve been playing for 18 years and i’m a string teacher. Can i just say how IMPORTANT it is for young kids to see a BLACK, MALE-PRESENTING PERSON playing, nae, SHREDDING on a violin? I’ve know maybe 5 black people who played stringed instruments throughout my schooling and teaching (predumably because i’m an upper middle class white woman). In districts where the population is predominantly black, funding is always low, so the instruments are crappy. Kids quit, or the program is dismantled. I’ve seen very few professional string players who are black.

Obviously there are black string players. We just don’t see them because they “don’t look like” string players.

This person is the real deal. They were clearly trained, and seems to have some fiddle training as well. How cool is that?

this dude is at least a 12th-level bard

YAAAAASS!!!

Also if you wanna go a little further back My Wife and Kids replaced Jazz Raycole with Jennifer Freeman. In fact, for the promotion of the show after the new Clare was cast, they didn’t even bother shooting new pictures; they just put Jennifer’s head on Jazz’s body.

I think about this constantly when I see a new Freeform tv show, it’s the paperbag test.

And the biracial girls in the notes are just as insufferable as the white women that hop on black folks posts. Nobody was questioning your blackness we said we want to see DARK SKIN black women not thee same 6 mixed girls all the time!! 🙄 "sO iM nOt bLacK enOuGh!?!?!?" Y'all annoying AF

and when the opportunity arises its never the other way around; an established light skinned character or actress played by a dark skinned actress. its always “im not black enough” in a society that continually tells black girls of the dark variety that their black is way too much... unless they’re showing black women as aggressive and void of any other emotion but anger ie. hollywood, netflix, tyler perry, etc.

They better get like Zendaya and start taking roles meant for white people cuz I am tired of ppl that look like me not getting the chance to shine.

^^^^^

I’m really glad there’s discussions about this issue taking place

This is interesting because I have seen a lot of roles where dark skin women are case in lighter roles and vice versa.... There is a change being made Cynthia Erivo has been casted to play dark skinned women as well as Lupita N'go, Danai Guierra etc...

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I don't think people point this out often enough but think about every single fucker that stormed the Capitol:

- An adjunct professor

- A lawyer

- A real estate agent

- A state legislator

- A CEO of a company

A LOT of these people, thorough their occupations, family connections, what-have-you, all had varying degrees of institutional power to inflict their menacing politics on people and harm them. Do you think a MAGA real estate agent is gonna help a black family looking for a good home at a fair price without regards to whatever the neighborhood is? Do you think that MAGA teacher or that MAGA university adjunct professor is treating his non-white students fairly? Are you sure that MAGA CEO gives a single fuck about creating a safe working environment or not discriminating against employees that aren't white? We all know the power of a racist legislator, but even a single racist, with the backing of the white supremacy system, can ruin a life pretty effortlessly.

White supremacy is a cancer. It infests and infects every aspect of a person's life. It is truly insidious.

I don't know how to wrap this up conclusively but maybe this tweet thread will sum it up better

People really need to get rid of the belief that it's only rural, poor, uneducated white men who are racist and capable of exhibiting the extremist views that are nurtured in our white supremacist society.

It's doctors and teachers and first responders and bankers - all sorts of fucking people who hold a lot more power than being in a giant pick up truck tailgating you on a dirt road. There's literally no escaping them. They made the system.

Start reblogging the money blessings post…

If you haven’t already done it…. Go hit that reblog button. Do what you have to, just do that too.

Like seriously. Just find one and reblog it real quick. I post a couple yesterday and put into the universe that I actually wanted it

Only been at work for a couple and I get this at as a tip! (tips ain’t normal at ALL in here)

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Come on now!!

Let it work for y’all too

YALL!! THERE HAS BEEN AN INCREASE!! (I don’t know how your bank account is set up, but $55 dollars in tips counts as a blessing over here!)

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*sending out money blessing vibes to y’all*

Counting my blessing and they total up to $60 today. (Got another $5 tip not too long ago)

Today was good. Im trying to maintain this same energy all this week to see what will come of it

I don’t care, I ain’t playin. Imma need one of these damn thangs to work, now.

I might as well not reblogging aint gone put money in my pocket

Let the universe know what you want

Cash app $drinabee if you tryna bless me

That works too I guess 😂😂 #BeTheBlessing

I mean if someone would like to bless a struggling college student, mine $neshao and I have Venmo 👀

Same if somebody wanna help me out $camjam21 😌

cash app me my birthday next year january $EzekielCrawford

gone be thirty and im scared help every dollar helps

Somebody sent $20 for my graduation 🎓 Saturday, cash app $drinabee if you want to donate too

Yo I reblogged that goat one and I ended up getting 27 dollars in my back account cause I got a refund on a sex toy that didnt work the day after i reblogged that shit

😂💀 blessings come in every shape and form

Exactly mine was just unconventional 😂

always taking donations $ChanteEunan

Tryna start burlesque dancing and i need cute shit $noeyyyy

$Katiana93 ❤️

$ashleykatina thanks in advance loves ❤️

PayPal: https://paypal.me/luciag9. ❤️❤️

why not lol 🙏🏾

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I am constantly attracting abundance and opportunity

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Hey, it worked! 😁 $56 tip on a $44 bill

Y’all seeing this and y’all still not believing yet. Maaaane just hit button and watch it work

$Tyciana Amen 🙏

$Quindelray God bless 🙌🏾

I mean if anyone wants to help a college student ya know $TDixon17 and I have Venmo too

my email for paypal is tweedydeee123@gmail.com 😂😭

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Bullshit but let’s see

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BLESSINGS!!!

Every once in a while I think “why do I have all these mental disorders, surely my childhood wasn’t that bad” and then I have an interaction with my mother and I understand.

If you call pedophilia a kink please unfollow me and never talk to me again

Isn’t it disgusting that 23 people just unfollowed me

Unfollow me too

this goes double if you call paedophilia a disability. unfollow me twice

and if you call pedophilia an “orientation” or in any way compare it to being LGBP+ you can unfollow, delete your blog, and set yourself on fire. 

I just lost 50 followers.. bye

clearing out the trash

GO ON AND S M A S H THAT UNFOLLOW BUTTON

BUHBYE U McNASTIES

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I’ve seen this circulating forever and genuinely thought “no way do I have any of them following me” until this week when it turned out I had all these fuckin “MAP” (pedophile) followers sad to find out I’m an “anti” (normal person) Please leave and also please get guinea worm.