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"Strange isn't it"

@smileytaz

A space to express everyday struggles,BPD,ED and Mental Health, aswell as aArt and Poetry.

I Am Not Your Asian American Doll: a comic for AAPI Heritage Month 2023

I usually spend a lot of time editing and fine-tuning my comics so that they come across as polite and inoffensive. But honestly, I’m really tired of the way Asian cultures and countries are treated / talked about while Asian people themselves are excluded, and thought it was about time I really let my rage out lol.

id in alt

My anxiety is the only thing that shows up consistently 🙃

Somedays I feel like I'm capable of anything and other days I can't even open my eyes,

As soon as I start eating less and doing well I land up binging so let's see how I do tomorrow

And push myself to exercise

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What is a home if not the first place you learn to run from?

Richard kadrey // Clementine von Radics // Taylor Swift // Alice (1988) // Amanda Lovelace // sue zhao // ? // Édouard Levé //Emily Berry // ?

Days are dark like a heavy black cloud wavering upon my head

The noise is so loud

A rush of energy with a downfall of lethargy feelings of doubt and being doubtful.

I made progress I'm doing well knowing that I just fell, but they don't have to know right?

You looking good, thank you... I scream saying I don't want to, I'm sad I'm confused and I've been laying in bed for the past 3 weeks

I didn't realy scream to them because I'm doing well right

I'm a fighter right ?

I'm tired and lost

I'm exhausted from all the self hate , each day I try do better but I just keep crashing, I day tomorrow's a new day and it just feels liek the days fall into one another

Body dismorphia is such a horrible thing to live with . I guess I'm just venting .

I'm struggling to get through each day but I keep telling myself it will get better and maybe if I keep saying it, it will actually happen