i honestly don’t know how this happened but somewhere between my childhood and formative years i forgot how to exist like a normal person and started to either overthink everything or make disastrous choices without any proper thinking at all. no middle ground whatsoever

What if you meet someone you like?

Donna Tartt 🐆

Marlene Dietrich in SHANGHAI EXPRESS (1932) dir. Josef von Sternberg

huge fan of reading and learning, but also an even bigger fan of sleeping and being unconscious.

Costume appreciation

AUDREY HEPBURN in Two For the Road (1967).

Dress and matching earrings by Paco Rabbane.

the urge to bite while feeling overwhelming affection is completely normal. sorry if you don’t experience that but it’s not my business. get help

love DOESN’T make you want to sink your teeth in? Okaaaaayyyy. weirdo

Owen Gent, Lovers Series: No. 3 & No. 4

root heart

FLESH-SOFT

i like Raw (2016) because i also have the occasional urge to bite into someone's arm and tear the flesh off and also like listening to music about being a cannibalistic whore

born hungry

raw (2016, dir. Julia Ducournau) / Abbey - Mitski / unknown / Animal Cannibal - Karen Skladany (from “Possibly in Michigan”) / unknown / Margaret Atwood

cannibalism in media being portrayed as a form of love, hunger for love is moving. an appetite for someone that is so strong a person is brought to feel an intense desire to devour the other. carnal and tremendously agonizing, cannibalism and autocannibalism can be beautiful when portrayed as a means to satisfy a need to be touched, seen, felt in a way that is deeper and more devastating

i just. wanna LIVE. read some BOOKS watch some MOVIES. what's all this abt careers? ambition? what abt LETTING THE SOFT ANIMAL OF UR BODY LOVE WHAT IT LOVES

IM EVIL IM UNLOVEABLE IM WRETCHED IM TURNING INTO SOMETHING UNRECOGNIZABLE IM A MONSTER <- sat alone in room for too long

actually i experience “body horror” every day. because. um. i have one

Attenberg (2010) dir. Athina Rachel Tsangari

why is it genuinely fun seeing girls vanities and what they have on it, inside their bags, their bookshelves ect…I swear half the things I end up wanting/buying is from spending time lovingly looking at these things. girls are carrying a whole thrift store of treasures to me