happy vs pain
requested by schmicosmalec
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happy vs pain
requested by schmicosmalec
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EUGH I LOVE THIS BEAN AAAAAAA EVEN THOUGH HE GOT HURT HE DIDN’T REFLECT IT BACK AAAAAA BLESS HIS SOUL THANKS
HAHAHA OH MY GOD I LOVE HIMM AAAAAAAAAAAA
(Alternate title for 15x22)
just wanna sit on his lap and feel him get hard
Leave the mall santas alone
you can see it from his eyes.
his love.
his concern.
and his pain.
THAT SCHMICO SCENE WITH THIS ENERGY. BIG OOF
deep dark thoughts/fears:
the last thing i want to see is levi losing all or a part of that confidence he’s accumulated (mostly by himself) because the person he least expected to hurt him... well hurt him...
THE MOMENT WHERE I DIED.
FROM CONCERN TO HURT.
@orthoglasses pointing out that nico started his fellowship YEAR when teddy came back pregannt af and that his YEAR is almost over
APSODKFHAHAHAHA OH MY GOD I IMAGINED TEDDY BEING LIKE THIS
BIG OOF
LEVI’S FACE ON THE SECOND GIF FROM CONCERN TO JUST....
WHY IS THIS IN GIF.
I CAN’T. I’M NOT OKAY.
OOOFF BIG OOF. SUMMARY
I WAS NOT READY.
NICO’S WORDS STILL STINGS.
AT LEAST HE’S PORTRAYED NOT LIKE AN EXTRA OR LIKE A POLE OR TREE #3.
BETTER NEWS: I’M READY FOR THE SASSY LEVI. BITCH I’M READY. LITTLE BEAN’S SASS. BRING IT. AHHAHAHAA
the thing though about nico not wanting levi to think of himself as a failure is that levi doesn't anymore. he's gaine so much confidence and he was finally starting to be self assured and nico decided to lash out because he was hurt and negate all the progress levi has made (all by himself i might add) with that line. failure isn't levi's whole identity and it never was and nico knows that but he just had to be a dick
Yeah!!!!!!! Unfortunately the people who love you the most know where exactly to stick that knife and twist it until it’s more than unbearable.
Man, I also can’t stop thinking about how vicious Nico must have been feeling to say that. So so so vicious.
ME RN
At least it's confirmed Nico knows Levi's name.
rOfLLLLLLL
HE SAW THE NAMETAG OR ID... IT’S ALL A LIEEEEEE HE STILL DOESN’T KNOW AOPSKDFPOKASDF.
BIGGEST MOOD EVER HAHAHAHAHA LIKE I’M NOT EMOTIONALLY READY AOSKDFPOAKSDFA
LOL I’M STILL TRYING TO INTERNALIZE WHAT JUST HAPPENED LIKE I HAVE WORK TO DO BUT SHIT OMG (LOL WORKAHOLIC BUT FINISHING A LOAD IN ORDER FOR ME TO HAVE TIME TO FANART OR WRITE SOMETHING ASPODKFASDF).
I DON’T HATE NICO, BUT IT WAS A BIT TOO MUCH FOR ME. I JUST WANT TO HUG LEVI RN AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
BUT I GUESS IT’S GOOD THAT WE GET TO SEE NICO LIKE HAVE THESE EMOTIONS AND MAYBE WE’LL GET LIKE A BACKSTORY OR SOMETHING OR IDK AAAAAAAAAAA.
AND I WON’T DENY THAT NICO’S WORDS HURT LIKE IDK A GAZILLION METEORS COLLIDED ON MY FRAGILE HEART. I DIED A LITTLE OR LIKE MAYBE TOO MUCH. I’M JUST LIKE STARING AT THE CEILING LIKE I’M SUPPOSE TO WORK BUT ANYWAYS.
I have to say, I’m glad that they finally showed that Nico is human. He makes mistakes, he was overconfident and it ended tragically. He lashes out when he’s hurting and then tries to act like it’s not bothering him. He’s clearly got communication issues, which we’ve seen before, he closes himself off if he’s upset with Levi instead of explaining what’s bothering him. He does all these things because he’s human. It doesn’t make it right. That was a low blow he took at Levi, it was wrong. But people don’t always do everything right. And they’ll definitely need to have a conversation about it. But the writers finally made him real. He’s not just Levi’s boyfriend anymore. He’s got his own problems and faults. They’ve laid out the tools to test this relationship, and hopefully they’ll be able to use them.
TBH YAAS HUMAN NICO.. BUT I’M STILL HURT LOL LIKE I’M LEVI. BUT I HOPE FOR THE BEST OMG AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
shiiiit nico fucked up. but have y'all never lashed out on sb you love when you’re stressed and under pressure?? if you didnt, good for you, but some do and we finally got to see nico being a human who can’t always control his emotions.
I SAW LIKE A CLIP OF THE SCENE AND I’M LIKE WTF. I’M LIKE STILL WORKING ON SOMETHING WORK RELATED AND I’M NOT GONNA HAVE THIS CUP OF TEA THANKS.
LEMME JUST REST FOR A WHILE HAHAHAH AND I’LL FINISH THIS WEEKEND Y’ALL AMAZING BTW HAVE A GREAT DAY.