Being sad is a constant thing for me now 🙃
blackbruise
do you ever wonder if anyone reads your blog like everyday just to check on you
“You never get over it. But you get to where it doesn’t bother you so much.”
— Jeffrey Eugenides, The Virgin Suicides (via thoughtkick)
“In a world painted in darkness I could always find light in you.”
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“I will love you with the dust of who I was, with the skin I am now, and with the bones that will one day decorate my tomb.”
— Christopher Poindexter
Late nights
i’m awake at 1 in the morning thinking of you, listening to songs that remind me of you. i’ve been thinking a lot about you lately and yeah i get sad, but i just miss you so much. i just be asleep but i can’t. everything hurts and i am so lost without you...
“It still hurts when I see you. I still miss you sometimes. It hits me in the middle of the night when I’m laying alone with nothing but my thoughts. It hits me in the middle of math class when I’m working on solving an equation. It hits me anytime it wants to, but it’s happening less and less. You’re happy. It’s not because of me. I still wish that it was, but I’m happy for you. All I want is to see you happy. I’m happy too, most of the time. I have good friends, a good life. I’m learning that I don’t need you for my happiness. I think that this is letting go. I think that this is moving on. It feels so good.”
— moving on and letting go.
we could talk about literally anything and i’d just be happy i got to talk to you
