Well. It's been a minute, huh? I'm still readjusting to all of this, so I guess I'll just write this post as it comes to me.
It's been one hell of a month. I'm not going to go into details unless you really want to know, but after I broke out of Teramarra, I kind of just roamed around the Hoenn wilderness for a few days gathering supplies, then made my way to Sky Pillar and stayed there. I wasn't ever planning on reintegrating with society but, well. Here we are.
Like I said before, the only reason I left Techie behind is because I didn't want to be found. If I had been thinking, I would have taken them out of the phone and just brought them with me as they are, but I wasn't thinking that day. I don't think I was thinking much for the entire week. It's not an excuse, but it's just the facts. If the little guy wants to be pissed at me, they have every right to.
Speaking of Teramarra: I'm sorry about the hurricane. The pokemon who got caught up in it really didn't deserve it, and I only learned that it was deadly when Amy told me. I never intended to kill anything. I don't want to be like her. I've been trying so hard to not be like her.
I still hope you all disappear into the abyss someday.
If I seem a bit muted, it's the shadofication. It's gotten better, easier to deal with. It hasn't gone away. Makes it hard for me to feel a lot of things.
Anything else... I know you're pissed at Amy for keeping hush about my location, but he's the only reason I came down from there. He stayed patient with me despite everything, he broke a rib trying to find me, he's been nothing but nice to me for the past several weeks and I don't think I could thank him enough for all of it.
Oh, and I've got a new teammate. He was Vic's, but... For some reason she wanted me to keep him. I don't know why. I know he wouldn't have had anywhere else to go if I didn't. Sparky. I still can't shake the feeling that she wanted me to have him for some experimental purpose, but whatever it was, it isn't the kid's fault. I need to remember that.
That about sums everything up, I think. Sorry if I worried anyone. I'm back now, though.
Vic. Start counting your days.