Do you feel pretty
I wonder now if that account that followed me was you. Deactivated now. Not here anymore
“Your heart is probably broken at least your heart is working”
“I wouldn’t be surprised if you were dead”
“The way you treated me you could’ve been”
Today a car randomly pulled into our drive way. I didn’t recognize it and I hoped it was you. I knew that wasn’t what your car looked like but it lingered in the back of my mind. What if It was?
Anonymous asked:
my bf broke my heart what should i do
I don’t think I’m the best person to ask. I still look for my ex in every new girl I meet and i haven’t found her
I hope you feel better though
I hate this feeling of loneliness that can only be cured by knowing there is someone out there who loves me and that I love too
I miss you so much i wish I was in the alternative universe where we ended up together instead of this one where you’re with him
I hate that I’m only a shell of who I want to be and could be. I don’t know why. I always look back and wish I could go back to different eras of myself knowing nothing has changed so drastically
It’s really sad because I still find myself missing you from time to time.
I have no thoughts or expectations to ever speak to you again.
It’s just hard not to look back at the moments where we laid in bed together staring into each other lovingly or the way you gave me a sticker that I could put in my phone. The little moments of happiness. That I haven’t had since and that I don’t know if I’ll ever have again
It sucks because even now that I know you’re gone and never coming back I still can’t help but look back at the good times and miss you
There are very little things that beat the calm, peace, and joy from playing your favorite song on repeat
I want to fucking throw up I don’t want you to leave and I know if I ask you’ll just reassure me you won’t but I can’t I need to see it I need it to happen
It’s so scary how people can just lose feelings for you so quickly how quickly doing one thing wrong can change their whole perception of who you are and what you are to them