“How you have fallen from heaven, morning star, son of the dawn! You have been cast down to the earth, you who once laid low the nations!”- The fall of lucifer, illustrated by Gustave Doré.

Just a normal day where I'm horny, drunk and oh my god I am on the verge of pissing myself

~ i never have to wait, my desires are always waiting for me, everything i want is given to me the exact moment i ask for it

~ it's enough for me to affirm it and everything i want manifests instantly for me in my life, i just have to think about it and my desires get conformed in my reality

~ i am always blessed because i am a magnet of the very best, i am a magnet of blessings and miracles

~ i am everything i want to be because i decide so, because i am the power

~ my thoughts are always positive, abundant and always in perfect complete control, my thoughts are powerful and they are creating my reality

~ i am victorious, i am successful and my success is inevitable

~ i am incomparable, i am one in a million, i am unique

~ i know how much i'm worth and my value is incalculable

~ i am a master at manifesting, i am infinite and unlimited, i am the operating power of my life, the universal power is within me

~ my power is unlimited and my possibilities are infinite because i am the creator of my reality

~ i am thriving in all the ways, in every aspect and all the time

~ everything works out exactly as i want and better

~ my presence is pleasant, everything about me is irresistible, everyone loves to be with me

~ i am infinitely divine and i deserve all the best

~ my only job is to receive every single good thing in this life because i deserve the very best

~ i am the boss, i am the leader, i am the creator

~ my mind can change and create whatever i want, my power is limitless and the opportunities are endless

~ everything i affirm is a real fact of my reality

~ i radiate such a beautiful light, my aura is incomparable and everyone wants to be around me

~ i got everyone competing for me, everyone want to be the one to take care of me

~ everything about me evolves to absolute perfection and exactly as i want and always in the best version

Going to a library with someone you love and sitting in a corner with your head propped up on their shoulder while you both are reading books in peace and calm is the most intimately wholesome thing ever.

Hot girl movies

Movies i’d usually gate-keep about addiction, growing up, being a teenage girl, music, the 2000s and late 90s, femininity, mental illness, etc. (you might actually not have heard about some of these.) (some of these r pretty popular I know!!)

Blue Car (2002)

White Oleandor (2002)

Speak (2004)

Firefox (1996)

Kids (1995)

Palo Alto (2013)

Heathers (1989)

Augusta Gone (2006)

Hard Candy (2005)

American Beauty (1999)

Lords of Dogtown (2005)

Ghost world (2001)

Trainspotting (1996)

Juno (2007)

Thirteen (2003)

The Virgin suicides (1999)

Buffalo ‘66 (1998)

Gone Girl (2014)

Girl interrupted (1999)

Black Swan (2010)

Mid90s (2018)

Whip It (2009)

Lady bird (2017)

The Perks Of Being A Wallflower (2012)

Normal Adolescent Behaviour (2007)

Blue Valentine (2010)

Crazy Beautiful (2001)

Its a funny kind of story (2010)

Slums Of Beverly Hills (1998)

Anywhere But Here (1999)

Adventure Land (2009)

Save The Last Dance (2001)

Garden State (2004)

Rules Of Attraction (2002)

Promising Young Woman (2020)

Requiem Of A Dream (2000)

Gia (1998)

Candy (2006)

Beautiful Boy (2018)

Almost Famous (2000)

The Basketball Diaries (1995)

The Craft (1996)

The Diary Of A Teenage Girl (2015)

But I’m A Cheerleader (1999)

Boyhood (2014)

Spun (2002)

Red Road (2006)

The Piano Teacher (2001)

Bulbbul (2020)

Sucker Punch (2011)

Ginger Snaps (2000)

Helter-Skelter (2012)

Cruel Intentions (1999)

I, TONYA (2018)

Amelie (2001)

Daisies (1966)

Perfect Blue (1997)

Prozac Nation (2001)

Whatever Happened To Baby Jane? (1962)

Leon (1994)

Valley Of The Dolls (1967)

The Crush (1993)

Carrie (1976)

10 Things I Hate About You (1999)

If anyone actually sees this and likes it I’d be more than happy to make a part 2. This took me awhile lol. I know some of these are a little basic but I tried to have a strong mix of well-known and lesser plus romance, comedy, psychological thrillers, cheesy etc. Its very broad so there’s something for everyone and hopefully something new for someone.

Want to see them so bad

FREE SLUDGE ON YOUTUBE - Updated List For November 2022

If you find a dead link or a movie that has hidden reviewer chuds in the middle or some other disappointing thing, let me know and I will update or remove. These are of varying quality but are all watchable.

Updated November 18 2022: Found alts for a few of the broken links and moved the others to the struck list to be searched the next time I update. Movies with a star are ones that have been newly added to the list

Coffee- rock hunting- ice cream & music- drugs- the moon

girl help i can't stop seeing patterns in life and the interconnectedness of everything