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@skinnygirlshaeisalmighty-blog

Look at me like I'm your own personal star from the fucking Galaxy.
[I'm not orderly at all ]
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person: you come across really chill
me: yeah i suppose i am
my constant, unending, internal monologue: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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Being Social

I try to be social. But I hate it. I try to be social because “it’ll be good for me” and because I need to “get out and learn about the world”. So I try. I go out, I fake a smile, make some jokes, some small talk, pretend to be confident by acting cocky. Being able to go outside and simply be there without worrying about whether or not every single human being is judging you. I envy people who can do that. In the end, though, all I can do is try. So I try… But I hate it.