“i’ll always be here for you” and “i can’t wait for our future together” turned into “i can’t help you” and “you’re too much to handle”
ok but actually
It’s sad that it is actually me
I just realised that I don’t need a boyfriend.. I just need someone to give me attention and that’s so fucked up..
God, i'm so pathetic... i don’t want to to see him ever again because im so fucking embarrassed but on the other hand i want to talk to him and see what could happen
I just want to go back those 2 days and do everything diffrent with him... I would talk with him more, drink less, be more like myself and most importantly remember more so maybe everything would go in the complete different direction and maybe I would be able to stop thinking abouth that night for a second
A few days ago I was at my friend’s birthday party. In my opinion I looked like shit. And what’s crazy abouth that night is that for the first time in my whole life someone showed interest in me. But I was drunk and when I’m drunk I’m like completley different person - instead of being extremly shy, scared of new people and unable to talk with them I am very much not shy and I can dance, talk, laugh and pretty much do anything with anyone. And that’s why he wanted to talk to me and just spend time with me - because I wasn’t myself. The good thing is that I will probably never see him again and I won’t have to see him not being interested in the real me lol
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Yessss
I can’t hate people. I just can’t. But at the same time, I just have to look into the mirror or see a picture of myself and I swear, I could rip my whole skin of. I could call myself the worst names and I do it in my head. I could burn myself alive. I am the worst and I deserve only the worst, that’s what I believe. I just hate myself so much and I can’t remember a time where I didn’t. I don’t know if there’s a big difference between hating yourself and hating somebody else but it’s just, I couldn’t ever be as awful to anybody as I am and have been to myself. Maybe I need all my negative feelings for myself. It sucks. I don’t want to hate myself this much anymore but it just gets worse day after day and I don’t find non selfdestructive ways to feel better. I wish I could
You know when you get jealous but you’re technically not allowed to?
I fucking hate that shit
*pics aren’t mine*
Long legs & black clothes ♥
Can someone PLEASE find me a friend that will want to text literally 24/7
i just wanna be skinny :(
Emma is literally the most beautiful girl in the world, i can’t; her body, her face - GOALS


