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Thin_junkie

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SW-55kgCW-48 GW-38kg
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| loki x reader | smut |

anon requested: s u b s p a c e fic w Loki. like after Loki making the reader come multiple times and she just slips into it pls

warnings: smut, d/s

a/n: I really hope this lives up to your desires, anon. thanks for the requests, I love to get them

Kneel.” 

You obediently sank to your knees in front of your dom, your head tilting back as your hair was harshly yanked by the god above you before he filled your pretty mouth with his cock. 

That had been hours ago. Now, you were spread out with your wrists and ankles bound to your metal bed frame. Your back arched, a strained cry leaving your lips as Loki landed a slap to your abused cunt. 

“Hold it. I didn’t say you could come again.” He snarled, feeling you get close for the fourth time that night. 

“I’m sorry, sir,” you whimpered softly, trying to keep yourself from coming as his deep thrusts nailed your cervix, making your vision spark with pain and pleasure. You yanked on the bonds that held your wrists, desperate to grab him and drag your nails down his back or pull him close to you. 

“Shh, relax and take it, Y/N,” Loki nipped at your shoulder, disapproving of your attempts to struggle against his ties. You tried to still, and as you looked up at the young god, you felt the familiar haze wash over you that blurred the lines between your fantasy and reality. 

He saw it in your eyes, the all-too-familiar look he loved to see. You were teetering on the edge of slipping into subspace, and he knew you were hesitant. 

You trusted Loki with your life, and you knew that he would never let you fall or abandon you while you were in that mindset. You wanted to relinquish control to him, to let your dom guide you and take care of you, but it was difficult for you to relax enough. You were constantly in charge of managing every aspect of your life both at work and school, and you so badly wanted to give yourself to Loki in the bedroom, but you always needed a little push, or in tonight’s case, four orgasms and a rough dom

“Let go, I’ll catch you.” The dangerous tone that had occupied Loki’s voice all night was gone as his lips brushed your ear, coaxing you into subspace. Your fourth orgasm rocked through you like a tidal wave, Loki’s skilled fingers gently rubbing circles on your clit as he kept his forceful thrusts. 

Euphoria flooded your body, making you feel weightless as pleasure overwhelmed your senses. Loki knew that even after your legs stopped shaking as he drew off your clit, that you were so far gone, floating around in subspace. You had stopped yanking against the bonds, and your body had gone almost limp below him as you relaxed. He slipped out of you, earning a whine of protest. 

“I’m not done, Y/N, hang on for me.” He kissed your lips, softening up now that you were in a different headspace. You weren’t very good at communicating when you were like this, and it made him hesitant to be rough with you. 

Your eyes closed as he leaned down and wrapped his full lips around your hardened nipple, rolling the other between his fingers. The action drew a whine from you, but you didn’t resist, despite the overstimulation he was putting you through. 

“That’s my good girl,” He murmured, kissing up your chest to leave a mark on your neck for you to blush at in the morning, and him to admire. 

You gazed at him dreamily as he moved down the bed, lying on his stomach and burying his head between your thighs. Electricity shot through your veins as he licked your soaking sex lazily. He gently pushed your thighs apart, giving him better access. Your unsteady breaths spurred him on, as he fucked you with his tongue, his nose nudging your clit, sending a shudder through your overly sensitive body. 

“I know that you have one more for me, Y/N. You’ve been so good tonight, just give me another, then you can be done.” Loki urged you, gently fingering you and stroking your g-spot and lightly pulling your clit between his teeth. 

A silent scream caught in your throat and you arched your back, your thighs trembling erratically, your muscles sore and aching from how many times you’d come that night. You barely heard his praises, only processing your own mind-numbing pleasure. 

Loki untied your ankles from the silk that held them apart, and you drew your knees to your chest instinctually as soon as your legs were free. Loki gently squeezed your calf, making you wriggle away from him before he released your wrists. 

“Y/N, you’ve got to learn to quit fighting these.” He hummed, touching the light red marks around your wrists, and you looked up at him with pathetic doe eyes.

“M’sorry sir.” You whispered, your voice barely audible.

“We’re done, darling, it’s ‘Loki’ now.” He kissed your lips tenderly. You murmured incoherently, and he slipped his tongue into your mouth, kissing you heavily. When you were yourself, you’d reach up to his hair and pull him in deeper, but now you were too fucked-out to think straight. 

He pulled you to sit up, lifting a glass of water to your lips and supporting your head with his other hand. You opened your eyes, your gaze connecting with the deep blue-green eyes that were full of love and adoration for you. You obediently swallowed the water he helped you drink, rehydrating your body. You sank back against the pillows as he released you, setting the glass aside. 

You tried to listen to Loki’s voice, but you stayed in your cloudy, euphoric state, unable to focus on his words. He told you that he was running a bath, but you didn’t react until you were being lifted into his strong arms. 

You winced as the warm water swallowed your aching body as Loki sank down into the tub with you. He settled behind you, situating you with your back against his chest, resting between his legs. You laid your head against his shoulder, hiding your face in his neck. 

“I love you, Y/N” Loki said, kissing your temple as he rubbed soap over your body with his cool hands, gently massaging your sore muscles. 

“Love you,” you breathed, making him smile. 

“Can you drink some more for me, darling?” He held the glass, not quite trusting your muscle control yet. You finished the glass before he washed your hair, rubbing your scalp and pulling a pleased moan from your lips.

“Does that feel nice?” He laughed lightly, his chest vibrating against your back. You nodded, squirming as the bath water began to cool, becoming uncomfortable. 

Soon, you were wrapped in a fluffy towel and sat in front of the mirror, Loki standing behind you. He carefully brushed your hair, knowing you adored when he did so. It was intimate and tender, and Loki loved to comb through your tresses to show he loved you. It eased you back into reality, and soon you were aware of your surroundings and yourself and your sweet lover. 

“Was I good for you, Loki?” You spoke, making his eyes snap up to meet yours in the mirror. 

“Always, my darling.” He kissed the crown of your head. 

“Nice to have you back.” He spoke after several moments, his heart nearly bursting as you giggled softly. 

You watched him plait your hair for bed, tying it off with one of your bands he always kept around his thin wrists. He gave it a light tug before kissing you again, unable to keep off of you. 

“You should sleep.” 

You agreed with him, and you snuggled into his body, drifting off to the steadiness of his heartbeat, feeling safe and secure in his embrace. 

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It must be nice to shower when youre skinny, not feeling like a pig everytime you see yourself naked

Source: ineedana
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Who else is laying in bed… Scrolling through tumblr… Hating themselves… Wishing they were skinny

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♡ best ana drinks ♡

water

  • stops hunger pangs
  • prevents water retention
  • this is my go-to, because it’s almost always available

black tea/coffee

  • warm
  • gives you a caffeine fix / energy boost
  • kills sweet cravings

green tea / hot lemon water

  • warm
  • detoxes the body
  • speeds up metabolism
  • perfect morning drinks

diet sodas

  • fills you up
  • kills sweet cravings

broth

  • kills salty cravings
  • warm
  • if you eat it with a spoon (like soup) it feels like eating

all of these drinks are virtually calorie-free, as long as they are consumed as they are, or with a calorie-free sweetener (highly recommended!)

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how to get your shit together//(behavioural) distractions: a masterpost.

(i’m making this to motivate and remind myself, but please feel free to add to it if you like)

  • clean your room. put on some loud tunes or that playlist you haven’t listened to for a few years. relax into those memories and get busy.
  • organise your bookshelf. by colour, title, dewey decimal system - i don’t care. just get some order happening. look at how many books you have !! so nice. the whole world should see this.
  • if you have a surplus of tea, make a little home for it somewhere. display it. that shit is beautiful and deserves to be seen.
  • have any craft projects you’ve been neglecting ? get cracking on those ! small starts are better than no starts.
  • put up that artwork/those photos/polaroids/cards/pressed flowers/etc. that you’ve been meaning to. put them on your walls, your door, on your pinboard, peg them on some string - go for your life.
  • hang all your clothes up !! get them right up off of the floor and back hanging (or alternatively, folded) where they belong.
  • laundry. d o  y o u r  l a u n d r y.
  • make your bed with fresh sheets and fresh covers !
  • clean your surfaces. get rid of those crumbs/various stains/hairs/loose tobacco/diaries/books back where they belong and make those surfaces shiny and new.
  • fix any lightbulbs you’ve been putting off !
  • open your blinds - let in some light and feel open to the world again.
  • file any paperwork/write letters/pay bills. boring and painful but once they’re done, you can sit back and relax the hell out.
  • get rid of any plates/cups/alcohol bottles/etc. keeps away the bugs and keeps your mind off of food.
  • light a candle or five ! nothing better than a room which smells amazing.
  • start a small garden ! a herb garden, maybe a few peonies, whatever you like. maybe even consider branching out and starting a terrarium or five !
  • got any friends with birthdays coming up ? christmas presents you haven’t gotten round to ? find some ideas browsing online, on pinterest etc. - make some lovely D.I.Y. presents :)
  • find an old hobby you’ve abandoned for a while. for me, it’s writing. get back into it as best you can. rekindle your old love for it.
  • text someone or call them and let them know how important they are to you and how glad you are that they’re in your life. or if you’re struggling, reach out and let someone know.
  • take a nice bath or shower and actually focus on cleaning yourself. scrub your face and body, brush your teeth, shampoo and conditioner your hair, put on a face mask, try out that product you’ve been meaning to forever but still haven’t.
  • if you roll your cigarettes like I do, pre-roll a whole bunch and pop them in a case/compartment of some kind to save you from doing it later. (then maybe go have a cathartic smoke).
  • is there a mirror or painting or board you’ve been meaning to put up on a wall somewhere ? go ahead and do it ! no time like the present.
  • book tickets to that show/concert/gallery/exhibition/tour/trip you’ve been saving for. you goddamn deserve it. plus, that can serve as more motivation later on.
  • learn new skills. I like revising first aid, or crocheting, or badge making, or flower pressing. there’s so much to do.
  • nap. sleep. rest your body.
  • drink a whole lotta water (but not too much at once, be sensible). make some water to store in the fridge with lemons, berries and the like for later.
  • get rid of any clutter and trash surrounding you that you don’t need.
  • treat yourself as gently as you can. if you feel like you’ve ‘fucked up’, if you feel disgusting and terrible and fat and useless and all of those things, don’t act out because of it. you are fine, and you are you, and that is a beautiful thing. tomorrow will come and it will be wonderful and a new chance to start again. you will be okay.
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I’m so fucking tired...

I’m tired of my thighs touching.

I’m tired of my stomach being so fat.

I’m tired of my cankles.

I’m tired of my fat wrists.

I’m tired of my chubby little fingers.

I’m tired of my fat rolls showing when I sit down.

I’m tired of my flabby arm.

But what I’m most tired of is everyone being so effortlessly skinny. Why do I have to put in the most effort?

It doesn’t matter anymore. I’m going to be skinny. I’m going to restrict. 

I am going to be weightless.

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me: ugh i fucking gained weight again
brain: eat a bunch of high calorie food for comfort
me: but
brain: it'll help
me: but
brain: IT'LL HELP ! ! !
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Random hoe tips

  • Avoid caffeine before bed. 
  • Try to go to sleep around the same time every night. 
  • Avoid using electronic devices before bed. 
  • When choosing an outfit, stick to solid colors like black, olive, khaki, white, gray, nude, etc. They’ll go with anything. 
  • Drink!!! Your!!! Water!!! 
  • Using a toner for oily skin helps a lot. 
  • Find a moisturizer that doesn’t make your skin oily throughout the day. 
  • Exfoliate once or twice a week. 
  • Use castor oil or Vaseline to moisturize your eyelashes because they do need to be conditioned, just like your hair. 
  • If you don’t have time to wax, shaving with Neosporin leaves your kitty stubble-free. 
  • Kat Von D lipstick is blowjob proof. 
  • Estee Lauder’s Double-Wear foundation is smear-proof. 
  • Fantasia Smoothing Serum keeps your hair from flattening and tangling during sexy time. 
  • Switch to men’s deodorant and razors. You’ll see why. 
  • Use tea tree oil to moisturize where you usually shave. 
  • Shaving with baby oil also gives a stubble-free, smooth shave. 
  • Pat a bit of foundation on your lips before applying lipstick to make it last longer when making out and giving blowjobs. 
  • Matte finish foundations stick to your skin better and don’t rub off. 
  • Cranberries will make your kitty’s scent a little sweeter. 
  • Use coconut oil and Vaseline on your thighs nightly to eliminate stretch marks. 
  • Put garlic on your nail beds and coconut oil on your cuticles for longer nails. 
  • If you have marks from ingrown hairs on your kitty, rub on aloe vera for the itching and coconut oil to fade the marks. 
  • Threading your eyebrows lasts longer than waxing them. 
  • If you know you’re doing the dirty, don’t wear cotton panties because they can trap lint in the crevices of your thighs. 
  • When brushing your teeth, brush your tongue too to eliminate bad breath. 
  • Use a pumice stone to get dead skin cells off your feet and focus on your heels. 
  • Chloraseptic throat numbing medication helps incredibly with deepthroating. 
  • Lemon juice and baking soda removes cum stains. 
  • Yoni oil makes your kitty extremely soft. 
  • Peeing after sex decreases your risk of UTIs and STDs. 
  • Change the condom if you’re going from anal to vaginal sex so you’re more protected against bacteria. 
  • Applying a homemade body and face scrub made of brown sugar and honey can work wonders. 
  • For dry or peeling lips, use water and a toothbrush to exfoliate them. 
  • Floss daily. 
  • Olive oil repairs nails broken from acrylics. 
  • Add moisturizer to a foundation that’s a little too dark for you to lighten it up. 
  • Even if you’re on birth control, wearing condoms can help prevent against STDs. 
  • Don’t let your number of partners affect you; to each their own. 
  • Don’t use soap in, near, or around your kitty. 
  • Coffee and salty foods will make your kitty taste bitter, so stick to water, tea, or juice. 
  • Don’t constantly use bath bombs or take bubble baths as they can give your kitty an infection. Keep it to a minimum. 
  • Never spray perfume in or on your kitty. This is a no-brainer. 
  • Don’t lie to your doctors about being sexually active. 
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Growing apart doesn’t change the fact that for a long time we grew side by side; our roots will always be tangled. I’m glad for that.

Ally Condie, Matched (via goodreadss)

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So you want to be skinny… it’s not as simple as one two three days of eating little and then suddenly beauty. It’s work and it’s hard but believe me when I say the feeling of dropping weight is like no other. You will feel shaky and oh god so hungry and sometimes hella tired. But then you’ll step on the scale Or try an old once tight shirt Or notice your cheekbones stick out more on camera Or even a classmate will mention “wow when did you lose so much weight?” And suddenly your pain is gone. All that’s left from your hard work are the rewards that come with being beautiful.

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She’s scary beautiful. She speaks words that set fire to every part of my body. She touches me in ways that set off earthquakes in my already fluttering heart. She looks at me in ways that send jolts of lightning to my weakening mind. She’s destroying me, she’s a natural disaster and I’m getting so fucking vulnerable to her. But fuck it. I love her.

He can’t stand being vulnerable (Morsus Engel)

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ana things to remember

- Even if you have a bad day, tomorrow is always a new opportunity - Even if you don’t see results, that doesn’t mean you should stop - Even if you plateau it doesn’t mean you’re at your limit, just push harder - Even if you’re tired, it doesn’t mean it won’t be worth it