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“You’ll meet her. She’s very pretty, even though sometimes she’s sad for many days at a time. You’ll see, when she smiles, you’ll love her”

— Pan’s Labryrinth

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Update: Ich bin komplett kaputt, müde und erschöpft. Aber ich spüre die Kämpferseele in mir.
I couldn't truly relate to the song but I loved it so I reblogged it. Little did I know that couple days later someone I trusted too hard would use me in the worst way and leave me broken, crying and completely out of my depth. And now every word of this song feels like a needle in my heart when I read them. I won't stop loving, I won't stop trusting (but somehow this night did something with me and I won't be the same).

- skatharinaluna

this is for anybody that has been let down and put through shit by people who you thought valued you in the slightest. sorry for being vulgar for a second but literally fuck em. you’ll prove them wrong anyway :) you’re not alone. 

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“can’t trust nobody I used to know the joke is on me, laughing on my own the same old stories that I’ve been told layed out before me, I’m hanging front row

I don’t wanna pretend, I don’t wanna lie maybe from a distance you can’t see me cry holding onto thin threads just to stay alive

I can’t be what you need so tell me, will I breathe will I see the light leak? I can’t be what you need so tell me, if I leave will I see the light leak?

I’m worth a million, I’m made of gold you got me feeling straight up lowest of low” P.S. I don’t usually post demos on my tumblr anymore because my record label would kill me haha so please handle with care and don’t be too surprised if I do eventually take it down in a bit. 

I love love love her since winter 2013.

Und wenn ich meine perfekten Instagramposts hochlade, dann ist das wieder 'too much'. Und wenn die Bilder nur so vor Farben und Lebensfreude sprühen, dann ist das 'too much'. Dann sind die Farben nicht gedeckt genug für die beherrschte coolness aller anderen. Ich bin verdammt schlecht darin, mich in euere beherrschte perfekte Welt einzupassen, aber damit will ich zufrieden bleiben und klarkommen.

- skatharinaluna