I wish I could be talking to you right now... There was so many things i didn't get to say and too many things I have said that didn't make sense or were hurtful... I never meant any of it... U were so important to me and you touched my heart, your voice, your stare, the touch of your skin... I never expected anything like that, I guess it wasn't the same for you.. Idk y what happened happens but it did and I fell farther than I ever have, im sorry I took such a toll on your life, I honestly wish I can hold you and think about you at least once a day, why wont you leave my head, your name is like a piercing in my brain, more than that, I just wish I could explain, im lost now and no ones here to help me, im stuck figuring this out by myself now... And the only thing that hasn't changed is how much I think about you, how much every situation makes me wish you were here, I miss the touch of your hands on my face and the sound of your voice in my dreams, I miss the smell of your perfume, and the way you look when you get up in the morning, I miss the nights we spent laying in bed, I miss playing video games and watching Disney movies, I miss going out to breakfast with you as well as the mall, I miss driving around with you, getting dds, I miss hanging with my sis, I miss the warmth you brought my heart and the sunshine you brought my world, your amazing and I hope you never forget it, I cant explain how bad I want you back but to be able to see you again might make my week but I don't want just a week of the beautiful smile imprinted in my memories I want it forever, my heartbeat isn't even the same anymore, uggh. #myproblems #wtf #imissu

Wish I knew what was wrong with me