wait for a surprise
𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕞𝕖, 𝕡𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕖 🥺
Please please fuck me
Raise your hand if you started off as an overachiever and now you’re fighting off crippling anxiety and depression as you watch people catch up and surpass you while you watch your own grades slowly slip
GOD FUCK PLEASE MAKE SURE THEY WILL BE OKAY IN THE END PLEASE MAKE SURE THEY WILL BE THIS HAPPY AGAIN FOR THE REST OF THEIR LIVES PLEASE MAKE SURE THEY WILL NEVER STOP SMILING I LOVE THEM SO MUCH
You will find a friend with a similar soul You will get that job that you applied for You will get that good grade in your class You will make it through your loneliness
Speak it into existence.
~ s q u i s h ~
there’s something really cute about how girls have a habit of trying to make anything difficult into a pleasant experience. like my new roommates just planned to get together to discuss contracts, but immediately suggested we do it with movies and nail-painting and chocolate. my friends and i used to dress up and do fun makeup for our exams. whenever my mom took me to doctors appointments when i was a kid, she’d brush my hair and put it up with lots of cute clips. girls are always trying to make things softer, or reduce the everyday stress in life. it’s such a nice way to be.
my new thing has been just… acting on my ideas. like i thought maybe my desk would look better on a different part of my room so i like. moved it? just like that! i ripped an old anatomy book and stuck the diagrams up on my wall like some kind of old timey victorian doctor. i wanted a starbucks and i walked one and a half miles back and forth in a floridian storm and goddamn it was a good coffee. life is too short babey if you think of something just do it. nike
This was weirdly motivating
I’ve been looking out of a window for eighteen years, dreaming about what I might feel like when those lights rise in the sky.







