The Virgin on the Bus
100*80
Oil on Canvas
The Handmaid's Tale: 5x10.
Realmente lloré
No me voy a dejar morir
Volver a empezar: punto y coma
Estos meses, desde junio, han sido emocionalmente cargados. He descubierto mi voz, he tomado decisiones, me alejé de personas que creí conocer, me he mudado, he vuelto y me volveré a ir. He bailado, me he asustado, mi cuerpo y mis ideas han cambiado, sufrido retrocesos y estoy agotada. Pero conocí personas nuevas, sentí sensaciones tristes que pensé no volvería a sentir, pero decidí irme. Recuerdo que en mi cumpleaños, otro evento desas trozo del año, pedí dejar de ser indecisa... he tomado decisiones, sin pensarlas, pensando mucho, y sobre pensando, pero con firmeza. Sigo forjando mi carácter, sigo creciendo, sigo teniendo la experiencia humana.
Stretch marks are normal. Cellulite is normal. That place on the abdomen that doesn't lie flat is normal. Pimples are normal. Body hair is normal. Wrinkles are normal. You do not owe the world a version of you that is free of these things.
You are not immune to my weird girl charm
“It is a lonely feeling when someone you care about becomes a stranger.”
— Lemony Snicket, When Did You See Her Last?
I've heard that dying a virgin is considered sad / pathetic so taking that into account I have decided to not die
“let us not forget that Sudan has been at war for 26 weeks as of now. half a year in war. half a year with no media coverage and no voice.
pray for Sudan the way you would pray for your own countries. don't forget Sudan.”
ID: A screenshot of a graphic with white text at the top reading: "let us not forget that Sudan has been at war for 26 weeks as of now. half a year in war. half a year with no media coverage and no voice. pray for Sudan the way you would pray for your own countries. don't forget Sudan."
Below this text is an image of a group of Black folks sitting in chairs, the image focusing on two in the front. One sits with their face in their hands, staring down, distressed. The other stares off to the side, holding a baby in their arms. White text in front of them reads: "Up to 9,000 killed in Sudan, 5 million displaced"
End ID.
when you are most definitely not evil
The last one is genuinely insightful on how denialist claims tend to resemble each other. "Oh, Armenians weren't targeted because they were Armenians, they were targeted because they wanted independence from the Ottoman Empire (because they had been historically oppressed by Turkish people). You can't say they were targeted for being Armenian". Now what does that remind you?
Another horrific example of oppression Palestinians endure under Israel's apartheid. At the start of the school year in September the Israeli police corners Palestinian youths to confiscate all books or learning materials with a Palestinian flag.
“[...] Like other movements within political Islam, the movement [Hamas] reflected a complex local reaction to the harsh realities of occupation, and a response to the disorientated paths offered by secular and socialist Palestinian forces in the past. Those with a more engaged analysis of this situation were well prepared for the Hamas triumph in the 2006 elections, unlike the Israeli, American, and European governments. It is ironic that it was the pundits and orientalists, not to mention Israeli politicians and chiefs of intelligence, who were taken by surprise by the election results more than anyone else. What particularly dumbfounded the great experts on Islam in Israel was the democratic nature of the victory. In their collective reading, fanatical Muslims were meant to be neither democratic nor popular. These same experts displayed a similar misunderstanding of the past. Ever since the rise of political Islam in Iran and in the Arab world, the community of experts in Israel had behaved as if the impossible was unfolding in front of their eyes. [...]
In 2009, Avner Cohen, who served in the Gaza Strip around the time Hamas began to gain power in the late 1980s, and was responsible for religious affairs in the occupied territories, told the Wall Street Journal, “the Hamas, to my great regret, is Israel’s creation.” Cohen explains how Israel helped the charity al-Mujama al-Islamiya (the “Islamic Society”), founded by Sheikh Ahmed Yassin in 1979, to become a powerful political movement, out of which the Hamas movement emerged in 1987. Sheikh Yassin, a crippled, semi-blind Islamic cleric, founded Hamas and was its spiritual leader until his assassination in 2004. He was originally approached by Israel with an offer of help and the promise of a license to expand. The Israelis hoped that, through his charity and educational work, this charismatic leader would counterbalance the power of the secular Fatah in the Gaza Strip and beyond. [...]
In 1993, Hamas became the main opposition to the Oslo Accord. While there was still support for Oslo, it saw a drop in its popularity; however, as Israel began to renege on almost all the pledges it had made during the negotiations, support for Hamas once again received a boost. Particularly important was Israel’s settlement policy and its excessive use of force against the civilian population in the territories. [...]
It also captured the hearts and minds of many Muslims (who make up the majority in the occupied territories) due [to] the failure of secular modernity to find solutions to the daily hardships of life under occupation. [...]
The new Israeli methods of oppression introduced during the Second Intifada—particularly the building of the wall, the roadblocks, and the targeted assassinations—further diminished the support for the Palestinian Authority and increased the popularity and prestige of Hamas. It would be fair to conclude, then, that successive Israeli governments did all they could to leave the Palestinians with no option but to trust, and vote for, the one group prepared to resist an occupation described by the renowned American author Michael Chabon as “the most grievous injustice I have seen in my life.” [...]
The obvious failure of the Palestinian groups and individuals who had come to prominence on the promise of negotiations with Israel clearly made it seem as if there were very few alternatives. In this situation the apparent success of the Islamic militant groups in driving the Israelis out of the Gaza Strip offered some hope. However, there is more to it than this. Hamas is now deeply embedded in Palestinian society thanks to its genuine attempts to alleviate the suffering of ordinary people by providing schooling, medicine, and welfare. No less important, Hamas’s position on the 1948 refugees’ right of return, unlike the PA’s stance, was clear and unambiguous. Hamas openly endorsed this right, while the PA sent out ambiguous messages, including a speech by Abu Mazen in which he rescinded his own right to return to his hometown of Safad. [...]”
—Ten Myths About Israel by Ilan Pappé, Chapter 9: “The Gaza Mythologies”, the section titled “Hamas Is a Terrorist Organization”
The members of Hamas are Palestinians. They have suffered like any other Palestinian under Israel occupation. An Hamas spokeperson has said that 85% of their combattants are orphans whose parents have been killed by the constant shelling by the Zionist forces. they grew up as refugees, under siege, under occupation. Whatever you think about their politics, if you consider them an external force controlling Gaza and not as Palestinians themselves I really don't care to listen to what you have to say.
You know nothing about the situation, mayeb you should come to gaza and see how they treat lgbtq+ members?
How fucking dare you.
When I say nothing excuses genocide, I mean nothing. I don't give a shit if homophobia is rampant there. Children and so many more are DYING. How can you not grasp that?
Homophobia exists everywhere, but it is not in everyone. Generalizing a whole population for the discrimination of a certain demographic is irresponsible and close minded. Those children that are crying for their dead mothers did not call us slurs. Those premature babies that by now have died because there's nothing to power their incubators didn't do shit to us. Even if they did? NOBODY deserves this.
And what of the victims of that discrimination? Our queer brothers and sisters who feared to love openly now no longer having the chance to love at all?
If you care so much about the state of the queer people in Palestine then why are you leaving them to die as well? Because that's not what you care about. Because that sympathy and solidarity only applies to those you deem human enough, right? The rest is abandoned.
Don't you dare justify your bloodlust by mentioning this community. Say with your whole chest how you really feel. And do that without the veil of anonymity. The Zionist Israeli in my comments and DMs on Instagram at the very least cussed me out to my face. Let everyone know who you are and what you truly stand for. Unless you are ashamed. Because you should be and you better be.
don't loose hope, there is love in life, there is community. people are coming together to protest all over the world, people are finding solidarity with each other even among the horror, people want to help. over the course of hours i saw hundreds come together from all over the world online to buy e-sim cards for the gaza reporters (they've succeeded in getting internet access to key online press reporters and are working to connect more), i've seen stories of people coming together in their grief and joy. despite the darkness there really is love. and i do believe that it is fundamental to the human condition.
Palestinians prepare food for the displaced families in the south of Gaza Strip. 10-28-2023
Goergis Afrem, survivor of the Assyrian Genocide.
From the documentary The Cry Unheard
‘Children of Shatila’ (Lebanon, 1998) film by Mai Masri. In this scene the youth of the Palestinian refugee camp interview an elder with a video camera.
Compartí esto hace años, lo vuelvo a compartir ahora y siempre #PalestinaLibre
Sky, Wind, Fire, Water, Earth (Naomi Kawase, 2001)




