hello, friends

I just want to feel important and wanted

feeling downright psychotic about the fact that it’s been over a year that my son has been dead. i just want justice but our court system is a joke.

everything hurts so bad. im so tired of hurting all the time.

the more time that passed without my baby feels like more and more of me is going away with him. I feel so alone in this and I don’t know how to escape it anymore.

I really don’t wanna be a person anymore.

I just slipped into the lowest pit mentally and I really don’t know how to continue with this amount of pain I feel.

This world is so fucked and I miss my baby so god damn much.

I wish it was me and not him.

feelin super sad and undesirable :)))))))

Trying to keep your shit together is really hard when all you want to do is break down

in need of some super rough sex ASAP

lol I need to be pregnant immediately