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@shitty-blog-boi

I am just some stupid teen posting how he feels on the internet
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It really drives me insane that I don’t know how people feel about me. Like am I nice??? Am I funny???? Am I mean???? Am I rude??? Am I obnoxious??? Am I dumb???? What am I????????????????????

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I don’t really understand the point in life. Not really in the whole “I’m a piece of shit and I want to die” suicidal way, but in the “How am I different from anyone else?” kind of way. There are 7 billion people in this world and I probably only really know a couple hundred. I am 1 person in 7 billion. 1 person out of 7 billion who do the same thing everyday. School, work, sleep, eat. Of course some people earn more money than others but does that really matter? We all die in the end. So what’s the point? What’s the point in staying alive if I am not going to do anything special? I’m going to finish university, get a job, get married, have kids and then die. We all die in the end. Why can’t I do it now if I’m in so much pain already? No one will miss me. There will still be 7 billion other people in this world to count on. I just don’t understand what the point in life is if we are all doing the same damn thing. No one is known, no one is special. We all live in our own little worlds with our friends and family and nothing else. You can be famous, but only if you have a special talent, which I don’t. You can be rich, but other than having nicer clothes and homes than the rest of us what does that really do? It just makes no fucking sense. I’m not doing anything different with my life than my best friend, or that girl that lives in England, so why do I have to be alive?

I don’t want to be here anymore (via sad-monsterr)

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have you ever craved someone? not in a sexual way, but you just wanted to hear the sound of their voice or feel the warmth of their body

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