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tv moodboards: Peaky Blinders
“May you be in heaven a full half hour before the devil knows you’re dead.”
You found a way to put all the fault onto my shoulders, yet you were all I had so I learned how to put up with it. You always reminded how much better you were, when I found something good in my life you immediately stripped it away from me. I cried that whole night, I was so used to you putting the blame on me, I felt guilty for something I never did wrong. I felt guilty for my own happiness. You convinced that this is what friendship feels like. I took a sip of courage and met some amazing new people. Who knows how to treat me like somebody not like an object not like how you used to treat me. As I say goodbye you still find ways to make me feel guilty about my happiness.
The things I always wanted to say to you, but never had the courage to say, next time I’ll chug down that sip of courage, just you wait and see how much stronger and happier I’ve become without you.
Goodbye, I’m jealous of the people who get to say that word. Because you never gave me the chance to say goodbye, you were gone, without an explanation. It reminds of myself when I was younger, I would play with all the magnificent toys around me but when it was clean up time I quickly left. You are the same, you used me as your little toy, yet when I needed your help you quickly ran to the next paradise you could find. It was stupid of myself to think we could’ve been paradise, I guess every paradise has its own storm but this storm decided to washed you away to another shore.
regular-love
If I had a flower for every time I thought of you…I could walk through my garden forever.
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I know you.
I know your eyes.
We’ve met before.
…somewhere in a dream.
Lina A. (via wnq-writers)
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