Be Present 22 🏳️‍🌈

Is it just me or was this year like … Really fucking overwhelming? Like everything’s that’s happened to you this year has shaped you into a completely different person that you were at the beginning of this year

Holy mother fucking shit

Halloween is just around the corner you know what that means… we ain’t sucking titties we sucking BOObies

I wanna burry my face in someone’s chest right now til I fall asleep and wake up 4 hours later just to find I’m still in their arms

*snapchats and texts the same person at the same time*

@messyqueenn haha 😄

Also having two separate conversations

Not checking up on somebody who used to be your best friend is hard.

Not telling that person about the good things that happen in your life is hard.

Not celebrating accomplishments and reflecting on failures with that person is hard.

Not voicing your fears and concerns to the person who would’ve known what to say is hard.

Not sharing new music with that person is hard.

It’s fucking hard. But you keep pushing through it. Every day adds a little more temporal distance. Every day you’re closer to having a new best friend to share it all with. Every day you don’t check, or don’t share things is a day you become more independent. It’s hard, but it’ll get easier.

I was way too fucking good to people who never deserved it.