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@sheerful4you-blog

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I am a mess. A chaos. A burden. I can’t fit anywhere but I am just another girl. I feel alone but not special at all. Well, to be honest, I don’t even know what I feel. I just wanna give up on everything. I can’t stand myself, and I know most of the people around me can’t do it either. Is this normal or am I being selfish?

Me at midnight, every fucking night. (via why-are-you-even-reading-this)

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I always plan so much in the future and get scared that it won't happen

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I love him so much, he’s the one that gets me through the day. My light of my life. Without him, I wouldn’t be where I am today. I’m so blessed to have in my life and to be able to share my life with him. I love you so much❤️

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What if they are secretly annoyed by me? I honestly am so annoying. What if they think I only want attention? Maybe they are right. I don’t know what I want. There are so many people who are feeling worse than me. I am only wasting everyone’s time. Always. Other people need help. I probably don’t. I should just pull myself together and figure things out by myself. Without being a useless burden.