shecareswaytoomuch reblogged
I don’t anyone can make me feel so special and worthless at the same time. I’m slowly killing myself with every thought of you. I constantly have to remind myself that nothing is permanent, not the scars, or the thought of you. You’re twisting my brain, I’m going insane. It’s pathetic how much I rely on other people, how i care so much more than others do for me. The most self destructive thing I’ve ever done is make someone else my happiness. Now it’s 3 AM and I can’t sleep. I can see your face every time I close my eyes, burning through my mind. I’m still struggling to comprehend that you were just like the others. I lay with bloodshot eyes and shaky hands with nothing more than the thought of you filling the rotting whole in my chest. I love you. My heart’s beating so fast for you, I can feel it pushing its way out. I just need to accept the fact that you’re gone, but I can’t. You haunt my veins like a ghost and I don’t have the power to stop you anymore.
A night to forget (via vanitous)
Source: vanitous
